i once said... 'wat is a mixer? the one tat crushes fruits or vegetables ar?' i know tats a idiotic of a statement but...
i dont know... my head feels like 1 right now.
emotionally unstable. i might look like im depressed for a sec, then go on cracking jokes a few minutes later. then go back to sucking up my life. im just.... unstable.
dont know wats got into me. tat really shouldn't came as a problem. y should it be? who cares if someone decides to get involved in a new relationship... y should i care? y am i caring?
bout the love poem thingy, i AM scared. not bsc i knew i would lose(its more or less a fact), but i just dont wanna go through all of it again. never. i thought im through it but its obvious tat im not. it'll take me another while...
hang on buddy...
yeah.... will c what i can do
