gave way

i did it. i for freaking god did it. no more emotional meltdown, no more jerkings from violet(no offence). and best of all, no more hiding in the cracks!

man i could've floated up into the sky(if my density isnt a million times the density of air) right then. it was that much of a relief!

i know the harm's done, cracks will still leave a mark but i sincerely hope you can get over with it. i know i have caused u ur life to b in total chaos but for now, im juz glad i told. it may not have the same effect on u, regardless, best wishes for u n ur future.

u seriously have no idea how stressed up n nervous i am when my cell states 5pm.... panic wouldnt b enough to describe the storm in my head. n when u appeared in my sight, i was like:"how did u get over there? u was supposed to b there!" u sure have a way...

for all those who already have big question markS on their head, i wont disclose who im talking to unless that particular person agrees. i dont mind.

best wishes for you and all of us!