nobody is doing anything right. gonna b the bad guy tommorow....
彩虹 -周杰伦
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着，
你的声音这么近我却抱不到。。。
unknown
i am not myself lately. mind wandering nowhere, it just stops working at particular times.
did a lot of stupid stuff as a result of tat. thrown away my homework record, shorted the signal to ground, starting to mess with really expensive stuff....
not myself...
hmm..... are these include in the flu's symptom?
Tonight -Jonas Brothers
did a lot of stupid stuff as a result of tat. thrown away my homework record, shorted the signal to ground, starting to mess with really expensive stuff....
not myself...
hmm..... are these include in the flu's symptom?
Tonight -Jonas Brothers
songs n lyrics
Ice Cream -DNR
You talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away
You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away
Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we're the same
And i know that we'll never change
Look i bought your favourite ice cream
I don't wanna see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause i want you to stay here with me
The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won't forget
And now, who's to say, we'll be okay
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause were the same
And I know that we'll never change
look I bought your favorite ice ream
I dont want to see it melts away
If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
I want you to stay here with me
You talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away
You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away
Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we're the same
And i know that we'll never change
Look i bought your favourite ice cream
I don't wanna see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause i want you to stay here with me
The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won't forget
And now, who's to say, we'll be okay
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause were the same
And I know that we'll never change
look I bought your favorite ice ream
I dont want to see it melts away
If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
I want you to stay here with me
wrote this last night
she was unhappy. n straining herself to cover it up. i knew, not because i knew her best. its because she always leaves sign between her words. how the words joins, whether or not she uses short forms, punctuations. so i know how u feel, even though i cant see u. im not saying tat u're an open book, but tats just you.
since him. i thought she'll b happy again. away from loneliness, a safe harbour to go to no matter how life sucked. but since, she's on a never ending roller coaster ride. bends, curbs, dives, shot up high, twist and turns. it should never have been anything like this. not at all.
then why was it so?
i dont know wat to do. i dont know wat i can do. lines have been drawn, and im already at the edge of it. how much can i still do?
and to those who r a pain in the ass who like to blab bout us, shut up. u know who u are... just shut it already
Somewhere Only We Know -Keane
please dont...
since him. i thought she'll b happy again. away from loneliness, a safe harbour to go to no matter how life sucked. but since, she's on a never ending roller coaster ride. bends, curbs, dives, shot up high, twist and turns. it should never have been anything like this. not at all.
then why was it so?
i dont know wat to do. i dont know wat i can do. lines have been drawn, and im already at the edge of it. how much can i still do?
and to those who r a pain in the ass who like to blab bout us, shut up. u know who u are... just shut it already
Somewhere Only We Know -Keane
please dont...
messenger
Huiyi says:
how's life?
Huntsman says:
u've been asking lini tat
Huiyi says:
and she told u that?
Huntsman says:
yea
Huiyi says:
hmm
why?
Huntsman says:
do she need a reason?
Huiyi says:
seems u dont know what I mean
btu whatever
Huntsman says:
...
Huiyi says:
旁观者清
Huntsman says:
hmm...
Huiyi says:
all of us know
Huntsman says:
ALL!?
Huiyi says:
Huiyi says:
旁观者清
we dont need rumours
juz look around and sense it
Huntsman says:
so everyone knew?
Huiyi says:
besides clueless ones, yeah
Huntsman says:
chit
shit
Huiyi says:
-palms up-
Huntsman says:
so wat exactly does everyone know?
Huiyi says:
that
lini and zy are a -wiggles fingers-
and about u, nah
juz some
Huntsman says:
wat bout me?
i do prefer to b out of the picture
Huiyi says:
u ARE out of the pic
Huntsman says:
good
Huiyi says:
but me and vi thinks
all those sayigns in ur (u 3) blogs are...
well, I dont know what word she'll use, but to me, CORNY
Huntsman says:
-_-"'
Huiyi says:
u have to admit, u are
Huntsman says:
are...?
Huiyi says:
corny
sometimes
about
your "she"
Your contact is trying to secure this IM connection with BitDefender. To do so you have to install BitDefender on this PC. BitDefender is available for download on www.bitdefender.com.
uh, what?
Huntsman says:
u dont hv bitdef
Huiyi says:
yes I do
why?\
Huntsman says:
encrypt
then u can blab watever u wan without the fear of others peeking
Huiyi says:
oh yeah, my bro's beside me
Huntsman says:
dont u ever have personal space?
Huiyi says:
uh, no, when it somes to using a pc
Huntsman says:
great
Huiyi says:
-palms up-
so, how's life?
and how exactly did she tell u about my "how's life" question to her?
Huntsman says:
text
Huiyi says:
she text, for that?!
Huntsman says:
not telling with an extra pair of eyes here
Huiyi says:
hhe's watching a vid
Huntsman says:
at....?
Huiyi says:
youtube
jj and ean
Huntsman says:
on this comp?
Huiyi says:
uh, yeah?
how often do u 2 text each day anyway?
Huntsman says:
y do u wanna know?
Huiyi says:
this...is hard to say
Huntsman says:
u're getting more n more ridiculous
Huiyi says:
ok, I'll be very frank then
Huntsman says:
go
Huiyi says:
because she already has a bf
and normally, a girl with a bf doesn;t text another guy unless she's:
1.texting her family
2. her bf's not there
3. she's playing around
4. she's clueless
5. she juz doesn;t care
Huntsman says:
how bout this
6. she's just texting
Huiyi says:
Huiyi says:
5. she juz doesn;t care
Huntsman says:
she cares, for him
Huiyi says:
to me and vi, we're more to number 3
u dont tell someone else that he/she knows you the most when u already have a bf/gf
even if it's true
Huntsman says:
u just dont know him then
Huiyi says:
zee yang?
Huntsman says:
i mean her
how's life?
Huntsman says:
u've been asking lini tat
Huiyi says:
and she told u that?
Huntsman says:
yea
Huiyi says:
hmm
why?
Huntsman says:
do she need a reason?
Huiyi says:
seems u dont know what I mean
btu whatever
Huntsman says:
...
Huiyi says:
旁观者清
Huntsman says:
hmm...
Huiyi says:
all of us know
Huntsman says:
ALL!?
Huiyi says:
Huiyi says:
旁观者清
we dont need rumours
juz look around and sense it
Huntsman says:
so everyone knew?
Huiyi says:
besides clueless ones, yeah
Huntsman says:
chit
shit
Huiyi says:
-palms up-
Huntsman says:
so wat exactly does everyone know?
Huiyi says:
that
lini and zy are a -wiggles fingers-
and about u, nah
juz some
Huntsman says:
wat bout me?
i do prefer to b out of the picture
Huiyi says:
u ARE out of the pic
Huntsman says:
good
Huiyi says:
but me and vi thinks
all those sayigns in ur (u 3) blogs are...
well, I dont know what word she'll use, but to me, CORNY
Huntsman says:
-_-"'
Huiyi says:
u have to admit, u are
Huntsman says:
are...?
Huiyi says:
corny
sometimes
about
your "she"
Your contact is trying to secure this IM connection with BitDefender. To do so you have to install BitDefender on this PC. BitDefender is available for download on www.bitdefender.com.
uh, what?
Huntsman says:
u dont hv bitdef
Huiyi says:
yes I do
why?\
Huntsman says:
encrypt
then u can blab watever u wan without the fear of others peeking
Huiyi says:
oh yeah, my bro's beside me
Huntsman says:
dont u ever have personal space?
Huiyi says:
uh, no, when it somes to using a pc
Huntsman says:
great
Huiyi says:
-palms up-
so, how's life?
and how exactly did she tell u about my "how's life" question to her?
Huntsman says:
text
Huiyi says:
she text, for that?!
Huntsman says:
not telling with an extra pair of eyes here
Huiyi says:
hhe's watching a vid
Huntsman says:
at....?
Huiyi says:
youtube
jj and ean
Huntsman says:
on this comp?
Huiyi says:
uh, yeah?
how often do u 2 text each day anyway?
Huntsman says:
y do u wanna know?
Huiyi says:
this...is hard to say
Huntsman says:
u're getting more n more ridiculous
Huiyi says:
ok, I'll be very frank then
Huntsman says:
go
Huiyi says:
because she already has a bf
and normally, a girl with a bf doesn;t text another guy unless she's:
1.texting her family
2. her bf's not there
3. she's playing around
4. she's clueless
5. she juz doesn;t care
Huntsman says:
how bout this
6. she's just texting
Huiyi says:
Huiyi says:
5. she juz doesn;t care
Huntsman says:
she cares, for him
Huiyi says:
to me and vi, we're more to number 3
u dont tell someone else that he/she knows you the most when u already have a bf/gf
even if it's true
Huntsman says:
u just dont know him then
Huiyi says:
zee yang?
Huntsman says:
i mean her
untitled
today was... empty. dont really now wat am i doing. i even got lost at school and asked myself: "where am i at?"
teacher's day. got the f3s to duty bsc i knew i would screw everything up in this state. lied to junlin saying tat its time for them to try. hell, i had to clean up their mess. they certainly wasnt good enough.
perhaps its just me, but life seems to b slowing down again. and i hated it whenever tat happens... besides, the heat is just making everything worse
gonna play RA3, or just watch some hong kong movie...
开不了口 -周杰伦
teacher's day. got the f3s to duty bsc i knew i would screw everything up in this state. lied to junlin saying tat its time for them to try. hell, i had to clean up their mess. they certainly wasnt good enough.
perhaps its just me, but life seems to b slowing down again. and i hated it whenever tat happens... besides, the heat is just making everything worse
gonna play RA3, or just watch some hong kong movie...
开不了口 -周杰伦
of these few days
quite light. i mean really light. i only brought my file and clothes.
marks... im always dragging behind. eat dust some may say. i just cant seem to understand anything. even if i finally do, i'll forget in 5 minutes. a RAM person. conclusion, i didnt get the marks im supposed to get. but still, most of them are higher than my expectation...
media week meeting. unproductive waste of time. me n ke shin just sit there like idiots cuz we dont have anything to do. n tat idiot just have to go: "卉义提议贻莨复议." childish.
duty department. the place just cant b neat and tidy for more than a few days. those cmt just love to make a mess and ignores it.
class. nothing much. finished Six Sacred Stones in 4 days while liang hao still not over half of Eldest. no idea how long has it been he since he started. and guihua ALMOST cried after taking physics result and vi's still the freaky her, only a bit more matured but lost more frequently in verbal battles... no offence
home. my bro is begining to become more 叛逆. knew this is coming. as do all broken families. my mom and grandparents arent much nicey nice. she complained bout grandma behind her back... guess tats just 媳妇关系.
families outside home. ok, so i actually have 2 step sis. kelly i knew since standard 2 and karmun i also knew since we were young but reunited last year during the Penang 4x4 trip to thai. both of them F3. but i am closer to kelly(ok, so i'll use names instead of stepsis from now on), and am quite worried bout her studies. karmun im not worried since she's always straight A. unless she's lazy again...
me. not much. just hoping to b able to go swimming since its so damm hot these days...
signing off
marks... im always dragging behind. eat dust some may say. i just cant seem to understand anything. even if i finally do, i'll forget in 5 minutes. a RAM person. conclusion, i didnt get the marks im supposed to get. but still, most of them are higher than my expectation...
media week meeting. unproductive waste of time. me n ke shin just sit there like idiots cuz we dont have anything to do. n tat idiot just have to go: "卉义提议贻莨复议." childish.
duty department. the place just cant b neat and tidy for more than a few days. those cmt just love to make a mess and ignores it.
class. nothing much. finished Six Sacred Stones in 4 days while liang hao still not over half of Eldest. no idea how long has it been he since he started. and guihua ALMOST cried after taking physics result and vi's still the freaky her, only a bit more matured but lost more frequently in verbal battles... no offence
home. my bro is begining to become more 叛逆. knew this is coming. as do all broken families. my mom and grandparents arent much nicey nice. she complained bout grandma behind her back... guess tats just 媳妇关系.
families outside home. ok, so i actually have 2 step sis. kelly i knew since standard 2 and karmun i also knew since we were young but reunited last year during the Penang 4x4 trip to thai. both of them F3. but i am closer to kelly(ok, so i'll use names instead of stepsis from now on), and am quite worried bout her studies. karmun im not worried since she's always straight A. unless she's lazy again...
me. not much. just hoping to b able to go swimming since its so damm hot these days...
signing off
not in the caring week AJK list,,,,
ok, im not, not my problem. still have lots of stuff to keep me busy anyway. media week, training camp, books, chasing never ending studies.... lots and lots of them.
so why bother?
n im so gonna fail my chinese...
so why bother?
n im so gonna fail my chinese...
gibberish
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told u so...
told u so...
back and tired
back. from school, then jusco. my aunt dragged me to go watch monsters vs aliens... and then had pizza.
im not gonna to rant bout all the screw ups(we dont screw up, they do). just tat they are real inconsiderate.
link removed, wat else?
im not gonna to rant bout all the screw ups(we dont screw up, they do). just tat they are real inconsiderate.
link removed, wat else?
another camp
another camp, another campfire just gone past. at least this time, everything goes smoothly. i even had time to take a nap on the mixer.
these leaders(excluding girl duide and PBSM) are all idiots, not to mention inconsiderate. they think they just have to blab a few words and spotlights would miraculously light up their camp sites.... pathetic. most of them requested for spotlight on wednesday, which means we have to finish all of them in less than 10 hours.
it wouldnt b a problem back in the old days. we would have finished everything in 3 hours and go play basketball. this year? 3 F3s came plus NONE F2. took a whole morning to do girl guide's, and its not even finished. we got them finished at 9.15.... and walked quite some distance to dinner at 9.30...
thx,. ur text came just in time..
after dinner, spent more hours checking and tying up loose ends left by F3s... slept at 3am, on 3 canteen bench arranged side by side...
the 2nd day was less tiring, spent almost the whole day reading a book i bought after watching terminator at SCM. gone through half.
and now here i am, 1.30am. sitting at upper concourse typing this...
great...
why am i so affraid of missing you?
these leaders(excluding girl duide and PBSM) are all idiots, not to mention inconsiderate. they think they just have to blab a few words and spotlights would miraculously light up their camp sites.... pathetic. most of them requested for spotlight on wednesday, which means we have to finish all of them in less than 10 hours.
it wouldnt b a problem back in the old days. we would have finished everything in 3 hours and go play basketball. this year? 3 F3s came plus NONE F2. took a whole morning to do girl guide's, and its not even finished. we got them finished at 9.15.... and walked quite some distance to dinner at 9.30...
thx,. ur text came just in time..
after dinner, spent more hours checking and tying up loose ends left by F3s... slept at 3am, on 3 canteen bench arranged side by side...
the 2nd day was less tiring, spent almost the whole day reading a book i bought after watching terminator at SCM. gone through half.
and now here i am, 1.30am. sitting at upper concourse typing this...
great...
why am i so affraid of missing you?
more songs
Better Man -Robbie Williams
Poker Face(Acoustics) -Lady GaGa
I'm Still Here -John Rzenik
why am i lost, when the map is in front of me?
Poker Face(Acoustics) -Lady GaGa
I'm Still Here -John Rzenik
why am i lost, when the map is in front of me?
just another regular day
is it me, or is life just picking on me?
got to school late, corrected some idiotic errors by the F4s. then saw him, boom.
no, i've never really let go. n when i do, something would remind me tat im still....
nevermind. sucks to b me, i'll get over it
got to school late, corrected some idiotic errors by the F4s. then saw him, boom.
no, i've never really let go. n when i do, something would remind me tat im still....
nevermind. sucks to b me, i'll get over it
tagged again
same thing, not gonna play by the rules...
Name: Patrick Wong Yee Leong
Sisters: yes
Brothers: unfortunately yes
Shoes size: european 9
Height: 17 something
Where do you live: Simpang Ampat
Favourite drink: iced lemon tea
Favourite breakfast: anything i can make myself
HAVE YOU
Been on a plane: yes
Swam in the ocean: yes, its nice
Fallen asleep in school: always
Broken someone's heart: yes
Fell off your chair: never, unless its a prank
Sat by all night waiting for someone to call: yes
Saved e-mails: yes, unless they're from unknown senders
What is your room like: childish
What's right beside you: curtain
What's the last thing you ate: sweets
Ever had chicken pox: yes
Sore throat: yes
Stiches: yes
Broken nose: nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: depends
Like picnics: only if it doesnt involves relatives
Who was the last person you danced with: bunch of judo members
Last made you smile: nanfeng
You last yelled at: F3s
TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like: dreading to
Kissed anyone: nope
Get sick: sick of waiting
Talked to an ex: ex comitee
Miss someone: yes
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nope
What's under your bed: dust
Who do you really hate: people who just keeps bothering u
What time is it now: 6.21pm
Is there a person who is on your mind right now: yes
Do you have any siblings: yes
Do you want children: as the last tag
Do you smile often: depends
Do you like your handwriting: hate it
Are your toenails painted: nope
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my sis's
What color shirt are you wearing: white
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: dinner
I can't wait to: get some real rest
When did you cry last: 3 or 3 weeks ago
Are you a friendly person: depends
Do you have any pets: a dog
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: home i suppose
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: nope
Do you sleep with the TV on: rarely
What are you doing now: chatroom with huiyi
Can you handle the truth: depends
Are you closer to mother or father: dad
How many people can you say you've really loved: less than my fingers can count
Do you eat healthily: im random
Have you ever cried because something someone said to you: rarely
How often do you go to church: never in my life except on my bro's graduation
If you're having a bad day,who are you most likely to go to: not telling
Are you confident: depends
THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO
watching cartoons
THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY
-tuition
-yell at F3s for not doin his job
5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
-penang
-sungai petani
-bentong
-surat thani(in thailand, nice place)
-johor
Name: Patrick Wong Yee Leong
Sisters: yes
Brothers: unfortunately yes
Shoes size: european 9
Height: 17 something
Where do you live: Simpang Ampat
Favourite drink: iced lemon tea
Favourite breakfast: anything i can make myself
HAVE YOU
Been on a plane: yes
Swam in the ocean: yes, its nice
Fallen asleep in school: always
Broken someone's heart: yes
Fell off your chair: never, unless its a prank
Sat by all night waiting for someone to call: yes
Saved e-mails: yes, unless they're from unknown senders
What is your room like: childish
What's right beside you: curtain
What's the last thing you ate: sweets
Ever had chicken pox: yes
Sore throat: yes
Stiches: yes
Broken nose: nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: depends
Like picnics: only if it doesnt involves relatives
Who was the last person you danced with: bunch of judo members
Last made you smile: nanfeng
You last yelled at: F3s
TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like: dreading to
Kissed anyone: nope
Get sick: sick of waiting
Talked to an ex: ex comitee
Miss someone: yes
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nope
What's under your bed: dust
Who do you really hate: people who just keeps bothering u
What time is it now: 6.21pm
Is there a person who is on your mind right now: yes
Do you have any siblings: yes
Do you want children: as the last tag
Do you smile often: depends
Do you like your handwriting: hate it
Are your toenails painted: nope
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my sis's
What color shirt are you wearing: white
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: dinner
I can't wait to: get some real rest
When did you cry last: 3 or 3 weeks ago
Are you a friendly person: depends
Do you have any pets: a dog
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: home i suppose
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: nope
Do you sleep with the TV on: rarely
What are you doing now: chatroom with huiyi
Can you handle the truth: depends
Are you closer to mother or father: dad
How many people can you say you've really loved: less than my fingers can count
Do you eat healthily: im random
Have you ever cried because something someone said to you: rarely
How often do you go to church: never in my life except on my bro's graduation
If you're having a bad day,who are you most likely to go to: not telling
Are you confident: depends
THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO
watching cartoons
THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY
-tuition
-yell at F3s for not doin his job
5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
-penang
-sungai petani
-bentong
-surat thani(in thailand, nice place)
-johor
pictures from day 1 and 2
there're still tons of them more. over 7GB to b exact, and 3rd day is over 4GB. will post them as soon as i get my hands on them.
note: they're not arranged in any significant order
tagged
not gonna care bout the rules, but am gonna try...
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: milo at the market
2. Last phone call: peace(nanfeng)
3. Last text message: lini
4. Last song you listened to: 安静 -周杰伦
5. Last time you cried: 3 or 4 weeks ago
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: nope
7. Been cheated on: not really
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: never
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: long time ago
11. Been drunk and threw up: never drunk
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. blue
13. glossy black
14. indigo
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: not really
17. Laughed until you cried: never tried, must b fun
18. Met someone who changed you: nope
19. Found out who your true friends were: never think of anyone as one
20. Found out someone was talking about you: used to it already
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: tough question, never thought of it
4. Do you have any pets: a dog
25. Do you want to change your name: nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday: format my computer
27. What time did you wake up today: 6
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: looking at the moon
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: erm... toilet?
30. Last time you saw your Mother: lunch
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my face
32. What are you listening to right now : fly fm
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tom cruise or tom and jerry?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: stupid form 3s
35. Most visited webpage: wikipedia.com
36. Whats your real name: Patrick Wong Yee Leong
37. Nicknames: ah pat, guntrix, huntsman
38. Relationship Status: complicated
39. Zodiac sign: capricon
40. Male or female?: male
41. Primary School?: SJKC Keng Koon
42. Secondary School?: is it even called a secondary?
43. High school/college?: SMJK Jit Sin
44. Hair colour: black, but a taint of brown
45. Long or short: short
46. Height: 17.. something, forgot
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
48: What do you like about yourself?: i notice things others wont
49. Piercings: nope
50. Tattoos: never
51. Righty or lefty: right
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: 14 days old
53. First piercing: nada
54. First best friend: Weil Kuan
55. First sport you joined: badminton
56. First vacation: forgot
58. First pair of trainers: a black one from adidas
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: planning to
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to: shower my dog
62. Listening to: fly fm
63. Waiting on: me to finish this thing
YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: as above
65. Get Married?: not sure
66. Career?: something tat involves electronic violence
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: definitely eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: neutral
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: huh?
73. Sensitive or loud: if u're talking bout speakers, LOUD
74. Hook-up or relationship: -_-"' relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hate them both
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? : nope
77. Drank hard liquor: standard 5
78. Lost glasses/contact: nope
79. Sex on first date: nope
80. Broken someone's heart: think i broke some
82. Been arrested: nope
83. Turned someone down: tried not to
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: most of the time
87. Miracles: nope
88. Love at first sight: nope
89. Heaven: nope
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: i dont have to believe in tat, it happens when it happens
92. Angels: nope
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today?: yes, in the shower
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: the day i confessed
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: the days i can be easy with her
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: not used to, now yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes
this isnt fun at all. more like annoying...
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: milo at the market
2. Last phone call: peace(nanfeng)
3. Last text message: lini
4. Last song you listened to: 安静 -周杰伦
5. Last time you cried: 3 or 4 weeks ago
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: nope
7. Been cheated on: not really
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: never
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: long time ago
11. Been drunk and threw up: never drunk
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. blue
13. glossy black
14. indigo
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: not really
17. Laughed until you cried: never tried, must b fun
18. Met someone who changed you: nope
19. Found out who your true friends were: never think of anyone as one
20. Found out someone was talking about you: used to it already
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: tough question, never thought of it
4. Do you have any pets: a dog
25. Do you want to change your name: nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday: format my computer
27. What time did you wake up today: 6
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: looking at the moon
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: erm... toilet?
30. Last time you saw your Mother: lunch
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my face
32. What are you listening to right now : fly fm
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tom cruise or tom and jerry?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: stupid form 3s
35. Most visited webpage: wikipedia.com
36. Whats your real name: Patrick Wong Yee Leong
37. Nicknames: ah pat, guntrix, huntsman
38. Relationship Status: complicated
39. Zodiac sign: capricon
40. Male or female?: male
41. Primary School?: SJKC Keng Koon
42. Secondary School?: is it even called a secondary?
43. High school/college?: SMJK Jit Sin
44. Hair colour: black, but a taint of brown
45. Long or short: short
46. Height: 17.. something, forgot
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
48: What do you like about yourself?: i notice things others wont
49. Piercings: nope
50. Tattoos: never
51. Righty or lefty: right
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: 14 days old
53. First piercing: nada
54. First best friend: Weil Kuan
55. First sport you joined: badminton
56. First vacation: forgot
58. First pair of trainers: a black one from adidas
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: planning to
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to: shower my dog
62. Listening to: fly fm
63. Waiting on: me to finish this thing
YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: as above
65. Get Married?: not sure
66. Career?: something tat involves electronic violence
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: definitely eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: neutral
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: huh?
73. Sensitive or loud: if u're talking bout speakers, LOUD
74. Hook-up or relationship: -_-"' relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hate them both
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? : nope
77. Drank hard liquor: standard 5
78. Lost glasses/contact: nope
79. Sex on first date: nope
80. Broken someone's heart: think i broke some
82. Been arrested: nope
83. Turned someone down: tried not to
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: most of the time
87. Miracles: nope
88. Love at first sight: nope
89. Heaven: nope
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: i dont have to believe in tat, it happens when it happens
92. Angels: nope
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today?: yes, in the shower
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: the day i confessed
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: the days i can be easy with her
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: not used to, now yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes
this isnt fun at all. more like annoying...
the draft
just found out tat i lost my pendrive. great....
ok, so this was typed after the campfire...
cold shower. need to chill myself. trying to make sense of what's happening around me. changes in people, places, and time. Somehow, communication between human has become harder and harder. Or was it me being more and more repulsive to the human species?
It’s day 2 of the so-called leadership camp. Depending on people, there would b lots of opinion bout wats this 3 day 2 night is. Fundamentally, its just another school-based camp which the school says “will teach u good-for-nothing peas how to lead ppl”. To me, leadership cant b taught, it has to b earned. Not by how fast u can lead a team to accomplish a goal but rather by how u handle sudden arising problems. N I, am not one of them.
So they got u stuck here for days. With the ability to simply toy with you in whatever ways they found interesting and telling u that their action was intended to teach u how to lead. And by the end of the day, u’re sored form hair to toe nails and u’ll b wondering foolishly bout how should tat prank upgrade your leadership skill. The answer is simple, to be a leader, u must learn how to b a follower. 要领导别人就须被别人领导。Its as simple as that. The camp wont teach you how to lead, ok, maybe a few talks bout the basics but surely not telling wat to do when someone under ur command confessed to you and u have to drag him/her around cause he/she is hanging on ur jeans. The bottom line is, they’re stimulating u to become a good leader.
So why all the quarrel and suing the school for teen abusing? If u just cant take it, quit your post and go home to your pillow. Let a better person lead the crowd. End of story, no mess.
A change of perspective. Wat happens if you’re here because majority of the member’s vote happens to fall on you? And your ex says u cant quit because u’re the future of the petty organization? Well, tat changes everything doesn’t it?
The biggest difference between a good leader and a worse than osama leader is will. The level of will in a particular leader to ensure everything runs all right no matter how hard the situation is. Rain or shine, the mission has gotta be completed and all members wont hate you for life.
Which points to another direction. Is sacrificing more than others a crucial part in the check list of becoming a leader? The answer is simply no, the crowd wont recognize you as their leader nor bow to your command just because you payed homage to gods than others.
To be on the practical side, which one would u choose as the president of your organization?
A. One who works the hardest and does everything for the organization but isn’t capable of leading
B. One who is extremely capable of leading but rarely show up or done anything for the organization
C. Flip a coin
If u ignored the option C, it would surprise you tat how long of a time can a simple question like tat required you to pick one. Bottom line, a leader doesn’t have to b someone who is a hard-working geek who aims to become a leader.
So now ur’re suddenly a comitee and is in command of some hundred of people who probably wish u’re better off dead. What do you do? Simple, CARRY ON!
pictures will come later... and YES i've got all the pictures of day 1 and 2 with me... someone's gonna hate me... lol
ok, so this was typed after the campfire...
cold shower. need to chill myself. trying to make sense of what's happening around me. changes in people, places, and time. Somehow, communication between human has become harder and harder. Or was it me being more and more repulsive to the human species?
It’s day 2 of the so-called leadership camp. Depending on people, there would b lots of opinion bout wats this 3 day 2 night is. Fundamentally, its just another school-based camp which the school says “will teach u good-for-nothing peas how to lead ppl”. To me, leadership cant b taught, it has to b earned. Not by how fast u can lead a team to accomplish a goal but rather by how u handle sudden arising problems. N I, am not one of them.
So they got u stuck here for days. With the ability to simply toy with you in whatever ways they found interesting and telling u that their action was intended to teach u how to lead. And by the end of the day, u’re sored form hair to toe nails and u’ll b wondering foolishly bout how should tat prank upgrade your leadership skill. The answer is simple, to be a leader, u must learn how to b a follower. 要领导别人就须被别人领导。Its as simple as that. The camp wont teach you how to lead, ok, maybe a few talks bout the basics but surely not telling wat to do when someone under ur command confessed to you and u have to drag him/her around cause he/she is hanging on ur jeans. The bottom line is, they’re stimulating u to become a good leader.
So why all the quarrel and suing the school for teen abusing? If u just cant take it, quit your post and go home to your pillow. Let a better person lead the crowd. End of story, no mess.
A change of perspective. Wat happens if you’re here because majority of the member’s vote happens to fall on you? And your ex says u cant quit because u’re the future of the petty organization? Well, tat changes everything doesn’t it?
The biggest difference between a good leader and a worse than osama leader is will. The level of will in a particular leader to ensure everything runs all right no matter how hard the situation is. Rain or shine, the mission has gotta be completed and all members wont hate you for life.
Which points to another direction. Is sacrificing more than others a crucial part in the check list of becoming a leader? The answer is simply no, the crowd wont recognize you as their leader nor bow to your command just because you payed homage to gods than others.
To be on the practical side, which one would u choose as the president of your organization?
A. One who works the hardest and does everything for the organization but isn’t capable of leading
B. One who is extremely capable of leading but rarely show up or done anything for the organization
C. Flip a coin
If u ignored the option C, it would surprise you tat how long of a time can a simple question like tat required you to pick one. Bottom line, a leader doesn’t have to b someone who is a hard-working geek who aims to become a leader.
So now ur’re suddenly a comitee and is in command of some hundred of people who probably wish u’re better off dead. What do you do? Simple, CARRY ON!
pictures will come later... and YES i've got all the pictures of day 1 and 2 with me... someone's gonna hate me... lol
back
back from camp... i actually was going to post the draft i typed at school(school's wi-fi is really really screwed up), but since im all too lazy and tired to go power up my laptop i'll just try to retype wat i've typed.
this is going to be a diary + overall comments...
1st day
came late, was supposed to be there before 7am. got there at 7.36. n then im-so-damm-smart hung phung and junan set things up at the wrong side of the hall. ok, i can live with tat. i'll just shift the whole thing later.
n then they(refering to those who knew who you are if u ever step a foot in this blogspot) came and sat like they own the place. thought bout asking one of those nasty-looking cmts to kick them away but tat would spoil our club's name or so junlin said.
and then there was the plan-your-items-within-a-specific-time thingy. the worse idea those pea brained cmts can ever thought of. dya have any idea how screwed up we got just bsc u wanted some cheap entertainment!? those relentless(or should we say 'semangat kia su') leaders came with crazy demands. next time, tell them to bring their own laptops, we're NOT gonna be the ones editing hundreds of songs and have them redo redo redo again and again and again!
and bsc we have to entertain these thoughtful leaders, we worked on the spotlights until 3 in the morning. tats the time we finished connecting the wires and errect them. then we have to test them and adjust and bla bla bla thing i dont even want to mention. in the end, i showered at 4.03 and slept at 4.30. fine, after all, its camping right?
and not to mention tat i actually started helping after 1am because im the one who has to edit the songs....
2nd day
only have an hour and a half of sleep. have to wake up at 6 bsc those cmt wants us to play 'chicken dance' at 6.30. junlin has gone without sleep while yifeng wakes up only because we're testing the speakers.
and then the talks. sound effects really comes in handy... especially when the atmosphere is too 'cold'. n the 1st speaker is great but the 2nd speaker is just annoying... befrienders... in sivic exam we even get friendsters... lol
half an hour to continue preparing the items.... hell part 2. bsc so many, i mean MANY ppl came to correct this and that until i actually have to redo everything, i issued a statement tat no changes will be made after the half hour. many came from the same group with contradicting statements tat i have to have junmin and gilbert run rounds so many time(they must b really fit for marathons). tat was fine, i tried to keep pace with their demands the best i can. and in the mid of the chaos, bad things are bound to happen n tat i'll explain later.
n then here comes trouble. after they tested their schedule bla bla bla, gangs of ppl from group 1 came to request for changing and rediting the songs. told them no, i've adi had enough of these. n then they started screaming bout us not letting them do anything, sending them to their death bla bla bla. got furious and yelled at them. yea, i did tat.
and then the campfire. the original plan was me to operate the computer since im the one who edited almost all the songs and communicate with the leaders, nanfeng with the mixer(dont even wonder if tats the blender), junan the player and another laptop just in case. not even half an hour after it started, i took over nanfeng's job and have horngwei take over junan's. why? nanfeng's not doin his job, too busy watching the show and shows no any significant know-how in his job. junan's playing games and sms at the job. n even worse, gilbert broke one of our mics, in half.
n junmin and jinyeong's is just confusing me with all the changing schedule. did ya all know tat the schedule has actually been changed 6 times DURING the course of the campfire? off course not, u're too busy complaining bout us whenever ur voice didnt came through(for christ sake push the switch to the top position!). and then there's junmin who screwed up the laptop twice. crashing explorer.exe first in the mid of a team's item and closing windows media player when it is playing 'gemuruh'(yea, u guys must have wondered y the song broke off in the mid).
and i mentioned bad stuff tat happens in the chaos. i played the wrong version a group's item. they end up waving their hands instead of dancing.... big screw up here.
ok, more technical stuff now. those who're not interested can skip this part. ok, notice those big hanging twin speakers on the wall of the hall? there're 4 sets of them. these are called RAMSA. short for Research in Advanced MuSic and Acoustics. sounds prfessional huh? they're actually not ours, we pleaded to mr.goay to borrow us to use in ur campfire. think of those as a very stupid kid. it actually 'clipped' or 'DDT'(wont explain these 2 terms. involves too much stuff like positive signal feedback and bla bla bla) in the mid of the campfire and the not-so-smart audio signal processor(we just call them processor) muted. yes, it actually gone offline in the mid of a campfire. and then when it came back on, everyone noticed(the sudden deafening increase in volume).
by the time it all ended, i was so pissed i just changed and went to sleep.
last day
everything went well today. no major hiccups. experimented and swapped speakers in the '215' or '3-way-loudspeaker'. it was fantastic, u guys should've been there when we played songs from kenny G. perfect.
too tired. post my draft tmr....
this is going to be a diary + overall comments...
1st day
came late, was supposed to be there before 7am. got there at 7.36. n then im-so-damm-smart hung phung and junan set things up at the wrong side of the hall. ok, i can live with tat. i'll just shift the whole thing later.
n then they(refering to those who knew who you are if u ever step a foot in this blogspot) came and sat like they own the place. thought bout asking one of those nasty-looking cmts to kick them away but tat would spoil our club's name or so junlin said.
and then there was the plan-your-items-within-a-specific-time thingy. the worse idea those pea brained cmts can ever thought of. dya have any idea how screwed up we got just bsc u wanted some cheap entertainment!? those relentless(or should we say 'semangat kia su') leaders came with crazy demands. next time, tell them to bring their own laptops, we're NOT gonna be the ones editing hundreds of songs and have them redo redo redo again and again and again!
and bsc we have to entertain these thoughtful leaders, we worked on the spotlights until 3 in the morning. tats the time we finished connecting the wires and errect them. then we have to test them and adjust and bla bla bla thing i dont even want to mention. in the end, i showered at 4.03 and slept at 4.30. fine, after all, its camping right?
and not to mention tat i actually started helping after 1am because im the one who has to edit the songs....
2nd day
only have an hour and a half of sleep. have to wake up at 6 bsc those cmt wants us to play 'chicken dance' at 6.30. junlin has gone without sleep while yifeng wakes up only because we're testing the speakers.
and then the talks. sound effects really comes in handy... especially when the atmosphere is too 'cold'. n the 1st speaker is great but the 2nd speaker is just annoying... befrienders... in sivic exam we even get friendsters... lol
half an hour to continue preparing the items.... hell part 2. bsc so many, i mean MANY ppl came to correct this and that until i actually have to redo everything, i issued a statement tat no changes will be made after the half hour. many came from the same group with contradicting statements tat i have to have junmin and gilbert run rounds so many time(they must b really fit for marathons). tat was fine, i tried to keep pace with their demands the best i can. and in the mid of the chaos, bad things are bound to happen n tat i'll explain later.
n then here comes trouble. after they tested their schedule bla bla bla, gangs of ppl from group 1 came to request for changing and rediting the songs. told them no, i've adi had enough of these. n then they started screaming bout us not letting them do anything, sending them to their death bla bla bla. got furious and yelled at them. yea, i did tat.
and then the campfire. the original plan was me to operate the computer since im the one who edited almost all the songs and communicate with the leaders, nanfeng with the mixer(dont even wonder if tats the blender), junan the player and another laptop just in case. not even half an hour after it started, i took over nanfeng's job and have horngwei take over junan's. why? nanfeng's not doin his job, too busy watching the show and shows no any significant know-how in his job. junan's playing games and sms at the job. n even worse, gilbert broke one of our mics, in half.
n junmin and jinyeong's is just confusing me with all the changing schedule. did ya all know tat the schedule has actually been changed 6 times DURING the course of the campfire? off course not, u're too busy complaining bout us whenever ur voice didnt came through(for christ sake push the switch to the top position!). and then there's junmin who screwed up the laptop twice. crashing explorer.exe first in the mid of a team's item and closing windows media player when it is playing 'gemuruh'(yea, u guys must have wondered y the song broke off in the mid).
and i mentioned bad stuff tat happens in the chaos. i played the wrong version a group's item. they end up waving their hands instead of dancing.... big screw up here.
ok, more technical stuff now. those who're not interested can skip this part. ok, notice those big hanging twin speakers on the wall of the hall? there're 4 sets of them. these are called RAMSA. short for Research in Advanced MuSic and Acoustics. sounds prfessional huh? they're actually not ours, we pleaded to mr.goay to borrow us to use in ur campfire. think of those as a very stupid kid. it actually 'clipped' or 'DDT'(wont explain these 2 terms. involves too much stuff like positive signal feedback and bla bla bla) in the mid of the campfire and the not-so-smart audio signal processor(we just call them processor) muted. yes, it actually gone offline in the mid of a campfire. and then when it came back on, everyone noticed(the sudden deafening increase in volume).
by the time it all ended, i was so pissed i just changed and went to sleep.
last day
everything went well today. no major hiccups. experimented and swapped speakers in the '215' or '3-way-loudspeaker'. it was fantastic, u guys should've been there when we played songs from kenny G. perfect.
too tired. post my draft tmr....
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