came back from tuition. james phoned in the MID of it to tell me i have to type out the stupid list of F2s... declined. cause i dont have it.
im supposed to b preparing for tommorow's lisan, or do some of my add math tat i left undone for almost a week now. logarithms arent hard, im just distracted by my random and not-supposed-to think-bout stuff.
life suck lately. sat down on my bed n it gave way. yea, tat was saturday. its now in 3 chunks. bolted them together on Sunday. wasted 3 hours of my time to do homework. which explains y i only started to go throught my lisan this morning.
cause and effect. reactant and product. great.
i cant really concentrate on anything right now. my head's spinning, always pointing at teh forbidden direction. n when tat happens, lets just say im lucky i left my fingernails on my thumb a bit longer.
even this piece of rig is rebelling against me. this thing wont start if there's anything saved in the CMOS. dont ask wats it, go wiki it. so i cant turn this thing on with the CMOS batery in OR restart it under OS environment. i HAVE to shutdown, throw the switch off then on, THEN power it back on. n THEN i have to set the time and date MANUALLY n THEN synchronise the time with time.windows.com, THEN i can start doing something productive.
this is getting outta hands. but i just couldnt force myself into track...
i knew im not supposed to, but i just couldnt not...
