8 hours walking marathon
i was at school yesterday. fixing up those JSPO PAs. idiot tan kim tong said he would come at 11, then calls back to say cancelled at 11.30.... man with power...
n then we got it form the woman at the guard house... they(F2,F3) could've took eternity to do anything... played basketball in between, cant resist projectiles... lol
i was on foot the whole morning...
then in the afternoon, gone to bengggali to get some electronics stuff... we actually walked the whole street 6 times, or was it more? used 600 bucks. n if i werent there... those pea-brains would've emptied the club's money... am regreting y i didnt go for the president, these guys is without logic. i rejected the post at 1st, cuz i thought tat there's always some1 else better then me.
in total, i was on foot for 8 hours... i actually limped my way to tuition yesterday night
ok, gonna go play RA3...
n then we got it form the woman at the guard house... they(F2,F3) could've took eternity to do anything... played basketball in between, cant resist projectiles... lol
i was on foot the whole morning...
then in the afternoon, gone to bengggali to get some electronics stuff... we actually walked the whole street 6 times, or was it more? used 600 bucks. n if i werent there... those pea-brains would've emptied the club's money... am regreting y i didnt go for the president, these guys is without logic. i rejected the post at 1st, cuz i thought tat there's always some1 else better then me.
in total, i was on foot for 8 hours... i actually limped my way to tuition yesterday night
ok, gonna go play RA3...
Huntsman kicks Trojan's butt
ha! dumb trojan thinks it can fool me with a coupla registry entries.... it was SO obvious tat it's hiding in the run hive. ha! dumb trojans!
huntsman 1, trojan ZERO
overeacting aint i? nvm, im dead anyway. may as well enjoy life before losing the chance to ever again...
so exam's over. honestly, i screwed up, bad. today's modern math.... i didnt read at all. all i've done is do some questions on histograph 15 minutes before exam. not tat i'll learn anything anyway.
but still, i dont feel the big relief like everyone does after exam. everyone was like:"hey, im going to jusco! wanna come?" or "yeay! exam's over, gonna go back home and play games." well, me? "no thanks, i rather be alone."
yea, i said tat to most of the ppl who happen to invite me to some place. the others? i simply let them go past.
i dont know wat, i dont know hell. i just want to get a long long long sleep and foget about school.
oh yea, my 2 weeks holiday is full. totalled. but tat'll mean there's something to keep me occupied, not wandering around thoughts.
trust me, i am better now.
and then there's the caring week thing. i want in. n first thing's first, i am NOT dancing! last year's was..... disturbing
as always... more songs
小流星 -朱浩仁
huntsman 1, trojan ZERO
overeacting aint i? nvm, im dead anyway. may as well enjoy life before losing the chance to ever again...
so exam's over. honestly, i screwed up, bad. today's modern math.... i didnt read at all. all i've done is do some questions on histograph 15 minutes before exam. not tat i'll learn anything anyway.
but still, i dont feel the big relief like everyone does after exam. everyone was like:"hey, im going to jusco! wanna come?" or "yeay! exam's over, gonna go back home and play games." well, me? "no thanks, i rather be alone."
yea, i said tat to most of the ppl who happen to invite me to some place. the others? i simply let them go past.
i dont know wat, i dont know hell. i just want to get a long long long sleep and foget about school.
oh yea, my 2 weeks holiday is full. totalled. but tat'll mean there's something to keep me occupied, not wandering around thoughts.
trust me, i am better now.
and then there's the caring week thing. i want in. n first thing's first, i am NOT dancing! last year's was..... disturbing
as always... more songs
小流星 -朱浩仁
Betas....
freaking fucking hell of a idiotic moron in a tin can!!!!! screw BETAs!!!!
guess wat, powered up my rig n then BD(bitdefender) popped up saying there's an malicious process.
tat'll mean some1 send it to me via email.... or tat my mom check her mail with this computer again.
im running a BETA version of DB 2010. wasnt new supposed to be better!? screw it! gonna rollback to 2009 tmr...
and do me a favour guys. open up ur taskmanager(ctrl+alt+del for both Vista and XP. or winkey+r then type taskmgr.exe), go to the Process page and check the long long list for 'winsvc32.exe'. if its there, end process IMMEDIATELY. if u dont find it, dont b so happy yet. notice a checkbox at the bottom? check the box saying "show process from all users". tats for XP users. for vista users, there's a button with the same saying, but with a shield icon beside it. click it then click "allow". check the list again.
this is not a drill. if BD can miss out tat trojan, u guys are in a hell of a trouble, especially you.
go check, i'll make up a batch file to fix the problem if i've got the time...
P.S. cant believe im posting a security alert on my 100th post.....
How Do You Sleep -Jesse McCartney
guess wat, powered up my rig n then BD(bitdefender) popped up saying there's an malicious process.
winsvc32.exe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now im pissed. wasnt it BD's job to get rid of them AND stopping them from getting into my computer in the 1st place!? hell! check this out, its a freaking TROJAN!!! Trojan.W32.MYTOB!!!!tat'll mean some1 send it to me via email.... or tat my mom check her mail with this computer again.
im running a BETA version of DB 2010. wasnt new supposed to be better!? screw it! gonna rollback to 2009 tmr...
and do me a favour guys. open up ur taskmanager(ctrl+alt+del for both Vista and XP. or winkey+r then type taskmgr.exe), go to the Process page and check the long long list for 'winsvc32.exe'. if its there, end process IMMEDIATELY. if u dont find it, dont b so happy yet. notice a checkbox at the bottom? check the box saying "show process from all users". tats for XP users. for vista users, there's a button with the same saying, but with a shield icon beside it. click it then click "allow". check the list again.
this is not a drill. if BD can miss out tat trojan, u guys are in a hell of a trouble, especially you.
go check, i'll make up a batch file to fix the problem if i've got the time...
P.S. cant believe im posting a security alert on my 100th post.....
How Do You Sleep -Jesse McCartney
today, yesterday, perhaps another day
i know, the title sounds like a weeping granny complaining bout how life sucked... it just poped outta my head ok? not something anyone can control.
so there's still english, chinese(oh hell), history ppr 1 and math to go... except for chinese, i have no quarel with other subjects. wonder y am i even a chinese... oh screw it, i dont even care bout begging some strangers for angpaus anyway. totally a nut head of a tradition
exams... came to think of it, i'll definitely NOT get anything peek-able this time. total screw up in add math, same goes to chem(im not myself, SO not myself), history, malay ppr 2, bio, and probably physics. well, i didnt dare to ask anyone for answers. knew tat i suck bad.
tmr english, next chinese plus history, then finally math. thursday's gonna b a long long long day....
not supposed to b here...
so there's still english, chinese(oh hell), history ppr 1 and math to go... except for chinese, i have no quarel with other subjects. wonder y am i even a chinese... oh screw it, i dont even care bout begging some strangers for angpaus anyway. totally a nut head of a tradition
exams... came to think of it, i'll definitely NOT get anything peek-able this time. total screw up in add math, same goes to chem(im not myself, SO not myself), history, malay ppr 2, bio, and probably physics. well, i didnt dare to ask anyone for answers. knew tat i suck bad.
tmr english, next chinese plus history, then finally math. thursday's gonna b a long long long day....
not supposed to b here...
its official
tat im a total add math idiot...
neither concept nor steps works in me, i just cant think of anything except those superbly obvious ones... which, only gets me 1 marks...
yes, am scowling at everything now
neither concept nor steps works in me, i just cant think of anything except those superbly obvious ones... which, only gets me 1 marks...
yes, am scowling at everything now
online
watched some hong kong drama for hours... trying not to think too much, clear my head or watever terms there is to say. wish human could breathe underwater.... it would b so nice to just stay underwater forever
not even catching a glimpse of the world above... tat would've been good.
imersed in cold water, taking away all my feelings. making me numb, towards all those in life. it would've been blissful, to not feel such emotion
am drowning myself with books. cuz when i am, im thinking too much. just too much. not tat im actually reading it, my eyes are scanning but other than images, they're just black object against a white blackground
this class which i came to really appreciate it, has done a lot for me. chun ming, khai yi, yateran, zee way, yi min, shier yen, liang hao.... among all those who actually distracted me from the forbidden thought. u guys actually have no clue tat u're doing a great deal of help here didnt ya? they just happen to ask a random question whenever i stepped close to the cliff.
vi? u're just making it worse than ever. tats y i wont answer ur question that day. i felt like running laps around the school...
u guys actually make better friends than i ever imagine. i've been isolating myself from u guys, to keep myself from being........ changed. yea, there's no better word than tat. but you, u shot right through. u've gone through all those defences, smashed the city wall, embedding fragments of yourself inside this forbidden city
corrupting registry entries, infecting core files... n yet, opened a backdoor to bring in the calvary
the city has fallen, blood shed, the enemy has won...
i just cant get over you, no matter how hard i try...
not even catching a glimpse of the world above... tat would've been good.
imersed in cold water, taking away all my feelings. making me numb, towards all those in life. it would've been blissful, to not feel such emotion
am drowning myself with books. cuz when i am, im thinking too much. just too much. not tat im actually reading it, my eyes are scanning but other than images, they're just black object against a white blackground
this class which i came to really appreciate it, has done a lot for me. chun ming, khai yi, yateran, zee way, yi min, shier yen, liang hao.... among all those who actually distracted me from the forbidden thought. u guys actually have no clue tat u're doing a great deal of help here didnt ya? they just happen to ask a random question whenever i stepped close to the cliff.
vi? u're just making it worse than ever. tats y i wont answer ur question that day. i felt like running laps around the school...
u guys actually make better friends than i ever imagine. i've been isolating myself from u guys, to keep myself from being........ changed. yea, there's no better word than tat. but you, u shot right through. u've gone through all those defences, smashed the city wall, embedding fragments of yourself inside this forbidden city
corrupting registry entries, infecting core files... n yet, opened a backdoor to bring in the calvary
the city has fallen, blood shed, the enemy has won...
i just cant get over you, no matter how hard i try...
im not supposed to
feel bad. after all, this is all i've wanted. but still, im not okay. im not. perhaps i wished too much... perhaps i dont want this to end like this... i dont know
since hy was *******(left spaces for u guys to fill with watever u wanna 2 say) enough to ask and even post it, i dont need to say much. it was supposed to b done without a shed of sunlight, in the dark underground below. no one was suppossed to get hurt, it was supposed to b merciless n clean... supposed
part of me kept telling me tat its all done now, the other, wants to go back, wishing that everything never happened. perhaps i should nvr have stepped into this school rite from the start. a guy who sits beside me in add math tuition yesterday said:“你不如转来我们学校啦！”
of course, he didnt know wat happened. just that he thinks jit sin's too tough. i fell for tat idea for a while. woke up when i realise i promised lini not to switch schools. among all the promises i've made in my wandering life
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exam. cant study without dozing off. started studying 2 weeks ago because i knew this would happen. yet, havent even finished chp 2 of bio. moral? chinese idioms? physics? chemistry? sej? add maths? mod maths? society stuff? the PC lying there i promised to fix earlier this year?
time was never enough for me. i do have schedules, but there's always something to upset tat delicate balance....
my mom wants me to go 4 some religious stuff i hated the most. its non productive, a waste of time and energy. u hv to just sit there and mumble something u'll nvr catch up, meet some bald headed idiot who makes u wanna slap them whenever they start blabbing, n then by the end of the whole joke, my mom would wanna do something extra saying tat bsc she believes....
it wasnt supposed to b like this, life isnt
安静 -周杰伦
im not gonna do anything, if u chose him rather than me, make sure he does a better job...
since hy was *******(left spaces for u guys to fill with watever u wanna 2 say) enough to ask and even post it, i dont need to say much. it was supposed to b done without a shed of sunlight, in the dark underground below. no one was suppossed to get hurt, it was supposed to b merciless n clean... supposed
part of me kept telling me tat its all done now, the other, wants to go back, wishing that everything never happened. perhaps i should nvr have stepped into this school rite from the start. a guy who sits beside me in add math tuition yesterday said:“你不如转来我们学校啦！”
of course, he didnt know wat happened. just that he thinks jit sin's too tough. i fell for tat idea for a while. woke up when i realise i promised lini not to switch schools. among all the promises i've made in my wandering life
...................................................................................
exam. cant study without dozing off. started studying 2 weeks ago because i knew this would happen. yet, havent even finished chp 2 of bio. moral? chinese idioms? physics? chemistry? sej? add maths? mod maths? society stuff? the PC lying there i promised to fix earlier this year?
time was never enough for me. i do have schedules, but there's always something to upset tat delicate balance....
my mom wants me to go 4 some religious stuff i hated the most. its non productive, a waste of time and energy. u hv to just sit there and mumble something u'll nvr catch up, meet some bald headed idiot who makes u wanna slap them whenever they start blabbing, n then by the end of the whole joke, my mom would wanna do something extra saying tat bsc she believes....
it wasnt supposed to b like this, life isnt
安静 -周杰伦
im not gonna do anything, if u chose him rather than me, make sure he does a better job...
just life
a boy in the back of the car,
staring out into the evening sky,
millions of things rush past his mind,
nothing seems to be all right
home welcomed with cold dinner,
white flouresence painting the wall,
lifeless, as if torn of life,
drained of definition
chatters and chatters all around him,
reminders, favours, commands,
jumbled up into a pile of car crash,
wished that all would end
face up on bed,
the only resting place,
deprived of silence,
no one to blame
wat am i thinking?
thoughts wondering,
brain spinning,
her face faded in,
im missing u...
突然好想你 -五月天
staring out into the evening sky,
millions of things rush past his mind,
nothing seems to be all right
home welcomed with cold dinner,
white flouresence painting the wall,
lifeless, as if torn of life,
drained of definition
chatters and chatters all around him,
reminders, favours, commands,
jumbled up into a pile of car crash,
wished that all would end
face up on bed,
the only resting place,
deprived of silence,
no one to blame
wat am i thinking?
thoughts wondering,
brain spinning,
her face faded in,
im missing u...
突然好想你 -五月天
quick post
life's back to their normal, rushing pace lately. n yes, im typing this at school. brought my laptop here, wifi's passkey cracked. tat kinda means sayonara MCC.
cmt meeting yesterday. a bit too much cannons firing in a confined space. i dont like hung phung at all, i wont hide it. same thing goes for kelv. im gonna play nice in club bussiness, but not so in private.
exam's coming. im still fooling around. havent read sej(tried last nite, doze off after page 2), add math homework not done, bio i nvr brought home, didnt finish tuition physics homework..... tons of stuff i wanted to do but.... u know the drill.
and i started tuition at sri rambai. mom demanded i switch cuz she wants more family time and my prev tuition happens to b in sunday morning. im cool with it, waking up early on sunday morning isnt so bad at all, but 'family time' which often goes past my homework time(sunday afternoon) is.
guess that's my life then...
off to IT class
cmt meeting yesterday. a bit too much cannons firing in a confined space. i dont like hung phung at all, i wont hide it. same thing goes for kelv. im gonna play nice in club bussiness, but not so in private.
exam's coming. im still fooling around. havent read sej(tried last nite, doze off after page 2), add math homework not done, bio i nvr brought home, didnt finish tuition physics homework..... tons of stuff i wanted to do but.... u know the drill.
and i started tuition at sri rambai. mom demanded i switch cuz she wants more family time and my prev tuition happens to b in sunday morning. im cool with it, waking up early on sunday morning isnt so bad at all, but 'family time' which often goes past my homework time(sunday afternoon) is.
guess that's my life then...
off to IT class
Just, a smile
A smile on our face,
that face before the rain,
tickers and tatters on the way,
just as my heart swayed
Another smile on your face,
a strike to my soul,
thows my conscience away,
far, far away
There you are again,
sunny smile on your face,
a magnet against metal,
pulling me towards you again
A bitter smile on your face,
irresistably, trying to vanish your vain,
not even thinking what it would turn out to be,
all its needed, a smile
Cheerful smile, unintentionally directed towards me,
stopped my heart,
my brain froze,
the frame hold,
then stopped by a punch in the face
It's just a smile,
but with a mighty hold,
master key through me,
crushing me from within
something i wrote during add math tuition yesterday. a blank piece of paper happen to b right under my wrist. got writting, n it turns out tats my homework, only flipped for unknown reasons....
yesterday's great. 1st duty as the duty dept cheif. went well. only the karate's gathering was.... wel..... not as expected. i mean, u dont expect self-defence bodies to yell and make noise all day round like scouts.... but it seems like only the ex r enjoying themselves.... n no offence lini, u did a bad job of controlling them. u dont seem to b the normal u, not in control. ang chuan was... well, keep asking me 4 advice. which he never execute.
girl guide? the smoothest duty ever. no hicups, no mess-ups, no sudden annoying sound(credits to junlin). n zheng jie was there, watching ke shin i suppose.
btw, we're having a LAN game in the morning. we broke through the school's wi-fi and we hosted a LAN party in our room. ok, 4 participants i know. but it was enough to play DOTA. i didnt played, i was down there with karate.
there's gonna b a really big camping in the mid of the year. am going, but as elec. its gonna b the biggest since 2007. the school's never hosted a big camping for a long long time and im getting a feeling tat my planning skill(which got me this post) is a bit rusty adi. no matter, its gonna b fun anyway. ex-duty dept members r invited to join the fun. u know who u are, n there's a possibility of co-cu marks.
same o'me, still stuck in ad math and fainting over sej. y do we want to know bout wat haij muhammad did anyway?
signing off
that face before the rain,
tickers and tatters on the way,
just as my heart swayed
Another smile on your face,
a strike to my soul,
thows my conscience away,
far, far away
There you are again,
sunny smile on your face,
a magnet against metal,
pulling me towards you again
A bitter smile on your face,
irresistably, trying to vanish your vain,
not even thinking what it would turn out to be,
all its needed, a smile
Cheerful smile, unintentionally directed towards me,
stopped my heart,
my brain froze,
the frame hold,
then stopped by a punch in the face
It's just a smile,
but with a mighty hold,
master key through me,
crushing me from within
something i wrote during add math tuition yesterday. a blank piece of paper happen to b right under my wrist. got writting, n it turns out tats my homework, only flipped for unknown reasons....
yesterday's great. 1st duty as the duty dept cheif. went well. only the karate's gathering was.... wel..... not as expected. i mean, u dont expect self-defence bodies to yell and make noise all day round like scouts.... but it seems like only the ex r enjoying themselves.... n no offence lini, u did a bad job of controlling them. u dont seem to b the normal u, not in control. ang chuan was... well, keep asking me 4 advice. which he never execute.
girl guide? the smoothest duty ever. no hicups, no mess-ups, no sudden annoying sound(credits to junlin). n zheng jie was there, watching ke shin i suppose.
btw, we're having a LAN game in the morning. we broke through the school's wi-fi and we hosted a LAN party in our room. ok, 4 participants i know. but it was enough to play DOTA. i didnt played, i was down there with karate.
there's gonna b a really big camping in the mid of the year. am going, but as elec. its gonna b the biggest since 2007. the school's never hosted a big camping for a long long time and im getting a feeling tat my planning skill(which got me this post) is a bit rusty adi. no matter, its gonna b fun anyway. ex-duty dept members r invited to join the fun. u know who u are, n there's a possibility of co-cu marks.
same o'me, still stuck in ad math and fainting over sej. y do we want to know bout wat haij muhammad did anyway?
signing off
better in time
i've got it all though over. im not gonna force myself not to love you, im not gonna do anything.
tats right, nothing
we'll just have to see where it would take us. dont worry, i wont go pester u all day long.
its a win win solution. u wont get hurt, neither would I. yea, at least tat how ii think it would b. am happy to listen to ur recommendations...
....................................................
been thinking a lot these day. lots of stuff figured out. essentially, happier...
decisions made quicker, more positive attitude towards challenges of everyday life... the rain's just cleared. beam of sunlight through the storm cloud.
signing off
Love Story -Taylor Swift
tats right, nothing
we'll just have to see where it would take us. dont worry, i wont go pester u all day long.
its a win win solution. u wont get hurt, neither would I. yea, at least tat how ii think it would b. am happy to listen to ur recommendations...
....................................................
been thinking a lot these day. lots of stuff figured out. essentially, happier...
decisions made quicker, more positive attitude towards challenges of everyday life... the rain's just cleared. beam of sunlight through the storm cloud.
signing off
Love Story -Taylor Swift
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