I love you, I do,
but unfortunately still, I'm not supposed to,
being at the wrong place at tht wrong time,
why do I still have your smile in my mind?
trying to get you outta my head,
a game of chess, or tornado spawning in the sky,
desperate to forget but end up missing,
backfired, that's what it is,
how the hell am I going to survive?
staying away is a thing I couldn't do,
overeacting whenever your text came through,
pondering on every word, raking my mind,
whatever I've said, is it right?
the sight of you, always true,
split my attention, all eyes on you,
tried to run, to get lost,
unable to move, yet closer to you
why do you confuse me?
why couldn't I just beat it?
why am I doing this?
hiding in a dungeon, is exactly what I want to do,
cause whatever I do, your smile breaks it,
kicking myself for being defenceless,
a sword through armour,
I'm so damm useless
a poem i didnt put up for the poem competition. it happened to b on my table right now
