woke up 5.30am. not punctual, early. and i didnt fell right already. everything simple task seemed to occupy my entire brain power. i paused to think how to make a cup of milo this morning.
left home at 6.45am. later than usual, i used to leave at 6.15am. massive traffic jam, reached school at 8 something. sat down, plugged in the netbook and go on to log in to INTI's network. failed. my account has been denied log on for 3 days now. so instead, i left my netbook to do antivirus scan. while at it, i open up the electronics text i borrowed from the library. i've had it for almost 2 weeks, it was due on thursday. went through 2 chapters, i couldnt solve even the easiest analysis. i worked it out eventually. keyword :eventually. yet i still got a few questions which i couldnt solve. nevermind, i hv electronics class today anyway, might as well make use of the overly kind lecturer.
hung phung and a friend of same class(forgot his name). chat while hp was fooling around with his laptop. then he started talking about DOTA and stuff. i figured i can lower his ping more. i already lowered his ping by ~100ms and i think i can do more. disabled Nagle's algorithm and successfully cut down even more. hp got too excited and began playing, me too too excited by my success just sat there watching him play. no worries, class starts at 12 noon today.
in the mid of it. i went to INSO(the campus's IT support dept) and hv them fix my account. after it was done, i was thinking of streaming stuff from my pc back at home through Team Viewer. as always, intel inside idiot outside. i deleted the ID of my pc back at home, shit.
electronics class. bad. i am so frustratingly slow at learning and recalling things i would call a no-brainer back in the days. a simple ohm's law question got me stuck for hell of a long time. yet the lecturer said coolly that these questions are too simple, wont come out in exams. shit. after the class ends, i feel like my head is going to burst from overheating. was gonna ask the lecturer bout the questions from the electronics text but found out i screwed up ALL the calculations. felt so dumb and useless.
returned the book, since due date is only 2 days away. got something lighter on the nerves.
next class, 4pm. visual basic class. came into class with alot of my classmates staring at me and whispered something to each other. didnt care, since i was having a really bad day anyway. later on one of them asked me why i didnt joined them for lunch, they went outside the campus. i said i didnt know and from the facial expressions of them, they're thinking that im arrogant. k, fine with that.
vb was supposed to be darn simple. but since today sucks. things have to be hard on me. the vb on my pc(well, not actually mine. the pc im using in the lab) is screwed. keeps giving bullshit errors and it writes bullshit codes. Index As Integers!? wtf did that come from? it kept popping out. making the walk-in-the-park 8 questions into crawling-on-glass-shards nightmare. at the end of the class, i dont care if the codes work anymore. i just write away. i knew my codes are correct bsc i have them simulated in others pc. very pissed off.
the class ends at 6pm. cool enough, its peak hour. traffic jams. i was stuck INSIDE the campus for 20 minutes. then there was a massive traffic jam from island end of the bridge all the way to chai leng park. i was practically just pressing and releasing the brakes the whole way. took me an hour or more to get home.
home. i formatted my pc yesterday so i kinda need to start building everything back. suddenly mom called. went over to find my bro(the idiot tall one) with a dicipline letter. asking my mom to go to school to meet the head of dicipline on thursday. mom was furious. and i have to agree with mom's every word that my bro is guilty in every single way. k, my bro is a fkin idiot who doent think of the consequences of an action. if he is yong khoon or any of my juniors, i would have whacked him or have him run 10 rounds around the school carrying the woofer. him? i am just speechless. i simply ran out of words to describe his idiotness.
and yet im somehow guilty too. i've been scolded for playing games all day long and not concentrating on studies. WTF!? it has been 1 week since i last played and ever since i got into INTI, i've let go of my usual lazyness and chatyness(watever u call that) and got straight into studying. even my sis once asked me y i changed so much. WTF!?
what is wrong with today!? WHAT THE FUCK!?!?
