wrong mood at the wrong time

industrial machineries hate me. i can accept tat...

i've broken a few things in tat factory since my arrival. a 3.5 drill bit(which was supposed to b tough), a few screwed up products, n today, almost a high pressure air hose. i dont think air drills like me anyway. always gives me a sore arm after every drilling whereas other ppl does it like a breeze.

today's been boring at work. my 'handler'(i get 1 since im new okay?) keeps all the work to himself. dunno whether its bsc he's affaid of losing his job or the more probably answer: preventing me from tearing the factory down. ta, the latter answer sounds more acceptable.

i wont reject the possibility of him afraid of me replacing him bsc i've done a better job at wiring, im better at electronics, n i just proposed a way to save the company's money by not using an additional bypass switch since the timer module already has it. i know, i know, im an asshole to everyone...

its raining today. im enjoying it bsc it clears my head from grumbling at the lack of words. i juz stared at the sky for a full half hour until my handler came with questions bout transformers. it was peaceful at the momment, n for the first time of my life, my brain wasnt thinking. yes, i wasnt thinking bout anything. i even forgot to breath(ok, mayb i breathed in the duration of my unproductive stare).

I'm Still Here -John Rzenik


Leave Out All The Rest -Linkin Park


晴天 -Jay Chow


sorry if im torturing u guys with my bad taste of songs...