got back to work. yea, fine with me. but got nth to do for the whole freakin day!
it happens. when my mind is too free. everything depressing juz flashes in front of me. i cant even c the road. bumped into a really really expensive piece of machinery(talk bout >a million bucks expensive) on my way to the toilet. stepped on the welder which was supposed to toast me into carbon there n then. wat the hell is going on!?
n it came back. my old symptoms or watever u call it. i get dizzy n have purple flashes in front of my eyes, cant move for a few seconds. have to stand there like an idiot for a few seconds everytime a get up.
got scolded BAD for screwing up lots of stuff. cant even bolt anything right. my handler got mad n have a gay for replacement... jeez... im giving up after this week. since tats wat my dad wants from the start, i'll b a good boy for once in a while.
tomorrrow's the big exam. n i cant study. cant concentrate. not even loud bass changes anythingg. n my mom keeps finding the worst time to interupt with those annoying demands of her... cant i freaking have a peace of mind for ONE f***ing minute!?
wat is wrong with me?
