too little to do, too freaking much time. im too free, wish i've got something to do than nailing up pictures n changing water in the ridiculously huge aquarium...
i quited the job. ok, not me quiting technically. my dad got enough n called my boss himself. i didnt get mad. after screwing up so much i'd better b lucky my boss didnt cut my pay. so now i end up with no job. which translate into TOO MUCH FREE TIME!
tried to burn the time off. books, math, tv(not working as well as it did 2 months ago. yeah, havent watched tv in 2 months), computers, electronics... u name it. n im not occcupied in any of them. mostly juz either i got bored or i finished too fast. the math part i only understood the 1st chapter n half of the 2nd. given up, let the teacher do the work.
this is odd, did i accidentally flipped on the 'start-being-depressed' button in my brain? this isnt the kind of holiday i've been expecting. ok, the tokun part is, the rest is more or less a tragic history. so no, im not happy.
gonna replay GunZ. havent did tat since....wat? 4 months ago? n 1.7GHz is realy gonna let me down... i'll try.
any happy-making suggestion?
