2day, would b the darkest hour of my entire lifetime. even 4th of Feb 2007 wont b as dark as 2day. too much lost n none gained.
Friday: nan feng blew up my mp4, discovered it yesterday
Friday: kelvin lost my racquet, which is not actually mine. half of it was my dad's. n kelvin turn out empty handed when i met him this morning.
today: junlin lost my external hard drive. reason? he forgot to bring it to the bengkel.
today: junlin dropped my really really expensive speaker. its at junan's place, havent checked it out yet.
today: blew up a really rare capacitor. entirely my fault. im not gonna elaborate anymore on it.
stayed back at school to avoid having to fix a lamp, check sound system n anything my parents can possibly think of. turns out they saved those jobs till i came back. the following conversation occcured during dinner.
dad: tmr u got stay back at school or not?
me: no, depends.
dad: i thought u didnt stay 2day, i wanted u to check the lamp at the aquarium. after u feed milo pls go check it for me.
me: i have things 2 do after this.
dad: do it later la, tmr got time n there's still many things i want u to do.(this line really worsen my already crapped mood)(oh, n guess wat? its mom's turn)
mom: wei, tmr after u help dad pls come help me. jun jun(my bro) is at school tmr afternoon, so pls help me move the flower pots.
me: he's at home in the morning.(being polite here...)
mom: (a really loud voice) ask u to do a little thing oso cannot meh!? always hide in ur room dunno do wat. come out n help the family a bit will die ar?
n tats it. i feel like im nothing more than a tool at home. n even when i feel like crap, they hv to make it worse EVERY SINGLE FREAKIN TIME! tats y i prefer frends to them. they even yelled if i tell my granparents bout the problems in the family. thy say tat i didnt respect them as the leader of the family. screw tat, if u guys were, im so glad to tell u tat u've done hell of a bad job.
ive got myself a really bad bruise on my knee last thursday while playing doubles badminton. n 2day added some fresh cuts to the total count. its now 5 instead of 3. n it hurts like hell. im probably gonna fall or drop something when moving those pots tmr... n then i'l really go down bad.
screw it, now i got junlin begging for forgiveness n doing a crap job of explaining which i hv no intention of hearing plus a the girl from the wireman family bugging me bout hving a bad mood. perfect...
n lini, big thx for ur company.
