what makes YOU beautiful



the spell is broken!!

couldnt say it in a less dramatic way... its broken n im glad. very glad indeed...

today school reopens. only one subject for today n i get to go home at 11...

cheerio everyone!!

3:28AM

that's what written at the bottom-right corner of my screen..

 cant sleep.. been like this since the day after new year. i wanted to sleep, my eyelids are heavy and believe me i dont know why i still cant sleep. i tried gaming till late night but it didnt worked. i gave myself the excuse of setting up the server but i knew its a pathetic excuse. the server's done 2 days ago.

 i found myself kept staring at my phone. i keep un-standby it just to check on it. no, i dont need to check on the time. i got a perfectly accurate clock on my pc or even a decent clock on my living room wall which makes a distinct sound every half an hour. maybe im just waiting for something, someone. the someone who isnt supposed to communicate with me at this kinda time. but even so.. when i heard the voice unexpectedly, i found myself yearning to respond. yet, i knew i wasnt supposed to. it was a promise, a promise i promised to keep and not make promise that i cant keep.

 the voice caught me not only by surprise, but it made me wanna stop everything and pay attention to it. which, made me lost a few rounds of game and get reprimanded by teammates but i dont care bout it, i care bout the voice. belonged the one behind the computer screen at what seemed to be the other side of the world.

 now its 3:39am

maybe jay chou was right...

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着,
你的声音这么近但我却抱不到。。

his songs are forever meaningful, forever 说出别人的心声.


for the special you..

Wait For You -Elliot Yamin

an update like any other

not really...

there is just this awkward moment when you wanted to type a blog post but u halt yourself because most of the things you really wanted to say is not suitable to be of general knowledge. this is why i haven't been typing a lot of posts lately like i used to do. and since i cant really just block off everyone i don't want to inform off, i chose not to post it. for it was partially another's secret too.

lately... been busy. gone for trips with friends, went back to jshs(only to get some really good laughs and frustrations), gone for work for hao tien at SCM, karaoke, LAN parties, BBQ, chrismas countdown with old friends at autocity, mom's stuff and more... the one thing i am reluctant to acknowledge is that we sent off Rong at the airport... it would be better if she stayed with us but everybody's got their own directions to head to. holiday's coming to an end anyway and everyone's gearing up for school.. well, not everyone, screw u yinjou LOL!

but in between those merry events, something happened.. exactly what i cannot say... remember what i said bout things I really wanted to say but not suitable to be of general knowledge? maybe i should just end this post now... but never mind, i'll see how..

YOU, yes you, and not YOU... argh.. nothing... nvm, ending the post...

5 O'clock T-Pain ft. Wiz Khalifa, Lily Allen

dont worry... it will all be alright.. i love you

it all comes to an end

everything does. holidays, fun, companionship, time and the happiest one, homework. well, it's just how things are. so i usually dont think too much bout it. those 3 days 2 night course in KL taught me one thing. in the end, only the experience matters. dont ask me bout the course, actually, ask me face to face. its something that typing doesnt do justice to.

here we are. the end of holidays. to most of u, its the end of a roughly 2 months holiday. to me, its bout... 4 months? well... i spent the most of the 4 months bedridden anyway. not good experience, not good. but when i finally could get off bed and porridge, that's where life started. went for trips that are unparalleled and unequaled with any other i've been. met ppl back in KL and learnt alot of stuff along the way too. sry, cant seem to summarize my whole no-school period. nah.... all u need to know is that i've had a great time. yearning to get back to school, yearning to get back to the rhythm of school life that i've been accustomed to since.... 4 yrs old?

nvm, its just something i would like to share. thanks to everyone who made this year such a great year. oh wait, this line should be saved for Dec 31st lol....

its been a long time since i last posted a song... here you go, enjoy

what's supposed to be a trip to INTI and SKMM

turned out to be the next chaper of last saturday's trip. rong said she wanted to visit Straights Quay last time, well now u have it.. happy now? lol.. the original plan is to bring lenny to visit INTI, and i'll pass up the deferment form so that i dont get my butt whooped. then rong tags along, junlin jio me go reprint our AA(Apparatus Assignment, or our radio license) then go benggali buy heatshrink + eat the thing we didnt get to eat on our last visit there.

things went as planned at the first destination, INTI. then junlin wanted to go collect money from a girl at school. so we've decided to go visit his school too, but junlin needs to top up on his calories first lol.. at junlin's school, we fkin waited from 12 to 1.30. girls, you NEED to heed the time. anyway.. after that, i dont know why, we went to Straights Quay. srsly, i DONT KNOW WHY. but im glad we did. visited the place, bought some books. YES!! we now have complete collection of the Inheritance Cycle. lenny got Eragon and Eldest, i got Brisingr and Inheritance. then we went outside for the view. it would be perfect if we're there in the twilight..

then, we head for SKMM.  after FRUSTRATINGLY long wait at post office and SKMM, we've got what we came for. time to head for FOOD!!! its already 5 at the time and none of us had lunch. so breakfast + lunch = Brunch, wats lunch + dinner? i'll tell you what, HUNGER!!!

i have to say, i am glad i went the wrong way and ended up in Raja Uda. if not we will never had such a great meal together. it was heartening to sit down and enjoy a harmonious(and desperate) meal with people you trust and cheerish.

after that, lenny's house. then after that pasar malam. btw, i still feel bad about YOU asking your mom to home like that. it just aint right.

well... that's bout it. this is probably the year end holiday of my life...

u never feel the sore in u legs when u walk

well, u do when u chill down and relax. yesterday almost walked the whole penang island with rong and lenny. it was fun, and my leg doesnt feel like breaking off. maybe it was because with good company all bad goes away? interesting thing to think about. so anyway, went backpacking(rong isnt carrying a backpack...) with rong and lenny to penang island. i never drove to any places in penang except the usual school and general hospital... so walking suits me. better than driving actually. did i ever mentioned that i dont like driving? i'd prefer something simple like cycling or walking over driving if i can help it. prefer swimming too if the distance isnt that far or risk being swept away by ocean currents.

the trip is fun. food, places and people all in one package. i'd reckon that penang is nothing without its food. everything else is for the indoor nerds who cry pain after walking a city block(probably less). but overall, its the company of rong and lenny that makes it all complete. here we have lenny take charge as tour guide who springs into action once we hammer out where we want to go. honestly, we never planned where to go, everything was instantaneous, which makes this trip heck alot cooler. rong who would play with just bout anyting, including the water fountain in front of times square -_-"... yea, she's abit of a combination of hyperactive and crazy lol.. and me? well, cant think of anything yet so lets leave it there haha..

pictures are on fb.. lazy re-upload bsc it took me abit more than an hour for the upload to complete. and those were selected among the tons of pictures rong and lenny took.. they took... wait lemme check... a total of 329 pictures on a single day. some of them deleted bsc of various reasons.

conclusion, trip is awesome, food is great, companions are priceless. also, the laksa is fantastic! lol... hope there is another of these trips someday.. oh wait, yinjou wants one too!