that's what written at the bottom-right corner of my screen..
cant sleep.. been like this since the day after new year. i wanted to sleep, my eyelids are heavy and believe me i dont know why i still cant sleep.
i tried gaming till late night but it didnt worked. i gave myself the excuse of setting up the server but i knew its a pathetic excuse. the server's done 2 days ago.
i found myself kept staring at my phone. i keep un-standby it just to check on it. no, i dont need to check on the time. i got a perfectly accurate clock on my pc or even a decent clock on my living room wall which makes a distinct sound every half an hour. maybe im just waiting for something, someone. the someone who isnt supposed to communicate with me at this kinda time. but even so.. when i heard the voice unexpectedly, i found myself yearning to respond. yet, i knew i wasnt supposed to. it was a promise, a promise i promised to keep and not make promise that i cant keep.
the voice caught me not only by surprise, but it made me wanna stop everything and pay attention to it. which, made me lost a few rounds of game and get reprimanded by teammates but i dont care bout it, i care bout the voice. belonged the one behind the computer screen at what seemed to be the other side of the world.
now its 3:39am
maybe jay chou was right...
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着，
你的声音这么近但我却抱不到。。
his songs are forever meaningful, forever 说出别人的心声.
