GunZ demo

8 hours walking marathon

i was at school yesterday. fixing up those JSPO PAs. idiot tan kim tong said he would come at 11, then calls back to say cancelled at 11.30.... man with power...

n then we got it form the woman at the guard house... they(F2,F3) could've took eternity to do anything... played basketball in between, cant resist projectiles... lol

i was on foot the whole morning...

then in the afternoon, gone to bengggali to get some electronics stuff... we actually walked the whole street 6 times, or was it more? used 600 bucks. n if i werent there... those pea-brains would've emptied the club's money... am regreting y i didnt go for the president, these guys is without logic. i rejected the post at 1st, cuz i thought tat there's always some1 else better then me.

in total, i was on foot for 8 hours... i actually limped my way to tuition yesterday night

ok, gonna go play RA3...

Huntsman kicks Trojan's butt

ha! dumb trojan thinks it can fool me with a coupla registry entries.... it was SO obvious tat it's hiding in the run hive. ha! dumb trojans!

huntsman 1, trojan ZERO




overeacting aint i? nvm, im dead anyway. may as well enjoy life before losing the chance to ever again...

so exam's over. honestly, i screwed up, bad. today's modern math.... i didnt read at all. all i've done is do some questions on histograph 15 minutes before exam. not tat i'll learn anything anyway.

but still, i dont feel the big relief like everyone does after exam. everyone was like:"hey, im going to jusco! wanna come?" or "yeay! exam's over, gonna go back home and play games." well, me? "no thanks, i rather be alone."

yea, i said tat to most of the ppl who happen to invite me to some place. the others? i simply let them go past.

i dont know wat, i dont know hell. i just want to get a long long long sleep and foget about school.

oh yea, my 2 weeks holiday is full. totalled. but tat'll mean there's something to keep me occupied, not wandering around thoughts.

trust me, i am better now.

and then there's the caring week thing. i want in. n first thing's first, i am NOT dancing! last year's was..... disturbing

as always... more songs

小流星 -朱浩仁

Betas....

freaking fucking hell of a idiotic moron in a tin can!!!!! screw BETAs!!!!

guess wat, powered up my rig n then BD(bitdefender) popped up saying there's an malicious process.

winsvc32.exe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now im pissed. wasnt it BD's job to get rid of them AND stopping them from getting into my computer in the 1st place!? hell! check this out, its a freaking TROJAN!!! Trojan.W32.MYTOB!!!!

tat'll mean some1 send it to me via email.... or tat my mom check her mail with this computer again.

im running a BETA version of DB 2010. wasnt new supposed to be better!? screw it! gonna rollback to 2009 tmr...

and do me a favour guys. open up ur taskmanager(ctrl+alt+del for both Vista and XP. or winkey+r then type taskmgr.exe), go to the Process page and check the long long list for 'winsvc32.exe'. if its there, end process IMMEDIATELY. if u dont find it, dont b so happy yet. notice a checkbox at the bottom? check the box saying "show process from all users". tats for XP users. for vista users, there's a button with the same saying, but with a shield icon beside it. click it then click "allow". check the list again.

this is not a drill. if BD can miss out tat trojan, u guys are in a hell of a trouble, especially you.

go check, i'll make up a batch file to fix the problem if i've got the time...

P.S. cant believe im posting a security alert on my 100th post.....

How Do You Sleep -Jesse McCartney

today, yesterday, perhaps another day

i know, the title sounds like a weeping granny complaining bout how life sucked... it just poped outta my head ok? not something anyone can control.

so there's still english, chinese(oh hell), history ppr 1 and math to go... except for chinese, i have no quarel with other subjects. wonder y am i even a chinese... oh screw it, i dont even care bout begging some strangers for angpaus anyway. totally a nut head of a tradition

exams... came to think of it, i'll definitely NOT get anything peek-able this time. total screw up in add math, same goes to chem(im not myself, SO not myself), history, malay ppr 2, bio, and probably physics. well, i didnt dare to ask anyone for answers. knew tat i suck bad.

tmr english, next chinese plus history, then finally math. thursday's gonna b a long long long day....

not supposed to b here...

its official

tat im a total add math idiot...

neither concept nor steps works in me, i just cant think of anything except those superbly obvious ones... which, only gets me 1 marks...

yes, am scowling at everything now

online

watched some hong kong drama for hours... trying not to think too much, clear my head or watever terms there is to say. wish human could breathe underwater.... it would b so nice to just stay underwater forever

not even catching a glimpse of the world above... tat would've been good.

imersed in cold water, taking away all my feelings. making me numb, towards all those in life. it would've been blissful, to not feel such emotion

am drowning myself with books. cuz when i am, im thinking too much. just too much. not tat im actually reading it, my eyes are scanning but other than images, they're just black object against a white blackground

this class which i came to really appreciate it, has done a lot for me. chun ming, khai yi, yateran, zee way, yi min, shier yen, liang hao.... among all those who actually distracted me from the forbidden thought. u guys actually have no clue tat u're doing a great deal of help here didnt ya? they just happen to ask a random question whenever i stepped close to the cliff.

vi? u're just making it worse than ever. tats y i wont answer ur question that day. i felt like running laps around the school...

u guys actually make better friends than i ever imagine. i've been isolating myself from u guys, to keep myself from being........ changed. yea, there's no better word than tat. but you, u shot right through. u've gone through all those defences, smashed the city wall, embedding fragments of yourself inside this forbidden city

corrupting registry entries, infecting core files... n yet, opened a backdoor to bring in the calvary

the city has fallen, blood shed, the enemy has won...

i just cant get over you, no matter how hard i try...

unproductive

im wasting time... a little of this, a little of that...

ok, i'll get back into study