punching walls

1st, get over with add maths

2nd, start hating core i7 for being a non-worthy overclocking processor.

3rd, try to live my life happier n not grumbling bout everything i did wrong.

4th, find something to do which i wont screw up.

5th, get a book to read.

6th, prep for exam. get used to physics formula, read up bio, memmorise those useless peribahasa, work on my chinese and dont tear up add maths paper.

7th, stop pissing off everyone around me with words they nvr wanted to hear.

8th, stop looking annoyed by every little things i manage to notice even though i am immensely frustrated.

9th, dont stay too late after assembly.

10th, get a new HDD.

there, 10 things to work on. i would laugh in my dreams if any of this is possible. morale isnt so high.

wth, am i kidding myself?

things MAY b a bit better...

no, i didnt win the toto nor 4d nor damacai... n im not on drugs. so trust me, im perfectly fine.

i dont do good in any humid or cold weather, especially rain. it makes me edgy and want to spring on someone. so since the heat's back on today, mood's up too.

found something tat would cure my blues better than watching House, sports. not tracks, but sports tat involves projectiles. e.g. basketball, badminton, bowling(not really good at this) and mayb archery.

n no, blowing up stuff doesnt make me happy, it makes me go for more...

screwing up the computer? mayb, as long as it doesnt inflicts permanent damage. note: the hard drive failure is not of my doing, its probably manufacturing error. so yes, overclocking is still safe for PATA users, n even safer for SATAs.

hmm... im starting to like the keyboard on laptops... off n out

intentionally

this week's screwed. tons of unfinished homework from ages ago. most of them add math, mod math is fine since the ministry decided to teach us how to draw circles n fill in the numbers. well, im still stuck in composite. great...

also this week is the oral test. didnt preped at all, juz write myself a crappy script and blab it out. didnt wanna care bout the tone or watever. god, i even forgot part of the script. nvrmind, its not like i'd wan to pass tat thing anyway. i wont die juz bsc i wont make myself look like a puppet with its string knotted. so, screwed the oral test, intentionally.

society meeting. kept myself busy reading HWM even though yifeng n yinjou desperately need someone, at least someone to listen to wat they're teaching. no offence, but im not really in the mood for listening to lectures. hell, i nvr learnt wat they're teaching n still im not listening!

more things to screw up intentionally. thursday, house practise. say, is the IT teacher stupid!? she only came once n tats last week! we already missed 2 lessons. n now i swear tat i shout have taken ICT. nvm, back to house practise. since all our teacher want was to watch the football match, we only did 100 meters n high jump. probably bsc we all want to anyway. n jiayi is darkening everyone's day by raising the high jump pole to 1.5m. n when we all yelled at him, he says he's juz following orders. results? he couldnt go past half the height, since the pole is already near his neck when he stands next to it. n the 100m? screwed it up, intentionally.

friday. everyone with their ears linked to their brains can tell tat the bahasa jiwa bangsa sounds weird. double weird actually. some idiot F3 down keyed the song at the beginning, then im-so-damm-smart hung phung downkey it another time, by the time all the teachers was looking at us n all of us yelling at him, he normalise the song. results? i still owe my boss 100 cuz my nose cant stop bleeding... n even more mistakes from the mic stand side....

class. cant make out wats the deal with inverse function. probably bsc im still stuck in composite. can, finish my homework though. barely.

to top it up, when i get home, my hard drive's officially toasted. n now im using my mom's notebook which she would scream at me for using it later. n now, i may have to change the whole computer since my motherboard only supports PATA drives. its old i know, n i dont think there's anyone selling selling PATA drives these days. so all of u who is still using a PATA drive, backup ur files incase it fails.

n dont go: 'it wont happen to me', seriously, it WILL fail one day, n taking all ur precious data in it with it.

n i really dont have the time nor the budget to build up another rig. save for looking or parts. mayb PC fair in April would help. anyone who wants to go pls tell me.

oh, n my aunt n his boyfriend is here. she's already 32.... n the guy... i dont wanna know... n he smokes! not in front of us but u can smell the tabacco in the air... this is getting more n more screwed by the day...

pictures i found in the internet 2



please sir... i juz want to go pee...

im going to get myself a salmon once Bush stop this war...

all hail kitty cat!

hey, im better than max payne!

all right duckies, where's the ugly duckling!?

surrender humans!

pictures i found in the internet

my favorite...


now this wasnt nice at all. who cares? its funny!


guess i'll have to wait till next year...



think i saw 1 similar to this in Bruce Almighty.

poor shrek...
no entry?



1 electronic basics, urine conducts electricity... ouch

valentine's over!

unlike most ppl, i dont cherish valentine's day unless the ocasion comes. n yesterday's the worst day ever to my phone n telephone bill. my inbox was full for 2 time in a row, jeez, curse motorola phones which has a small inbox.

came to think of it, good thing live mail has an inbox size of 5GB, or else it would have blown up too...

bad enough tat most ppl who texted me r girls who already have a partner in life. nah, im not jealous, juz wishing tat they didnt have to annoy ppl with wat they have.

one more thing, another gratz to yinjou for being in the top ten. it sometime bother me to b the stupid one in a crowd of geniuses. hmm... something's wrong with me.

off now.

sweet sweet hard drive

my hard drive's back. its not fixed, i sent it to a friend to backup the files in case it fails. now im stomped over by computer questions...

yin jou's been pestering me all week bout laptops, even during dinner. im not grumbling, but its better if ppl actually do research by themselves before buying anything. more effective way to know the world. oh, n NEVER buy anything from PC Depot. dont ask y.

n gratz o yin jou for his Compaq. its got non-genuine Vista n butt loads of problem. told him genuine Vista or dont Vista at all.... but his dad.... u know the type.

n this week's duty is really a pain in the butt. i kept missing class. missed chinese n end up rampaging my brain juz to figure out how to write the extracts. jeez... n bsc Bio class juz have to b after assembly, which i ALWAYS miss the 1st period, im really have a lot to catch up.

but sometimes duty does come in handy, depending on the when. cuz something like oral exams is wat i'll like to skip. hate to talk in front of a crowd. its not tat im shy, its juz annoying to have so many ppl staring at u bsc they have to.

oh well, life's never great anyway.

n huiyi, freakin overclock tat thing! you dont know how lucky u r to have a dual core n u're wasting its potential!

goodbye hard drive....

well, not my fault. this, i did not screw up. it was juz a routine maintainence when all hell broke loose. note: if u ever hear a scrapping or tapping sound comming from ur hard drive, well, welcome to the club.

my theory would b the read/write head scrapping against the platter(the disc thing tat spins in ur hard drive?). means the hard drive's time is up. n it also means i have to spend $$$ to buy myself another 1.

not my fault, probably manufacturing error.

it will work for now, but not for long. i'll use it till it fails....

salute to my hard working hard drive for striving to meet my strict demands...