intentionally

this week's screwed. tons of unfinished homework from ages ago. most of them add math, mod math is fine since the ministry decided to teach us how to draw circles n fill in the numbers. well, im still stuck in composite. great...

also this week is the oral test. didnt preped at all, juz write myself a crappy script and blab it out. didnt wanna care bout the tone or watever. god, i even forgot part of the script. nvrmind, its not like i'd wan to pass tat thing anyway. i wont die juz bsc i wont make myself look like a puppet with its string knotted. so, screwed the oral test, intentionally.

society meeting. kept myself busy reading HWM even though yifeng n yinjou desperately need someone, at least someone to listen to wat they're teaching. no offence, but im not really in the mood for listening to lectures. hell, i nvr learnt wat they're teaching n still im not listening!

more things to screw up intentionally. thursday, house practise. say, is the IT teacher stupid!? she only came once n tats last week! we already missed 2 lessons. n now i swear tat i shout have taken ICT. nvm, back to house practise. since all our teacher want was to watch the football match, we only did 100 meters n high jump. probably bsc we all want to anyway. n jiayi is darkening everyone's day by raising the high jump pole to 1.5m. n when we all yelled at him, he says he's juz following orders. results? he couldnt go past half the height, since the pole is already near his neck when he stands next to it. n the 100m? screwed it up, intentionally.

friday. everyone with their ears linked to their brains can tell tat the bahasa jiwa bangsa sounds weird. double weird actually. some idiot F3 down keyed the song at the beginning, then im-so-damm-smart hung phung downkey it another time, by the time all the teachers was looking at us n all of us yelling at him, he normalise the song. results? i still owe my boss 100 cuz my nose cant stop bleeding... n even more mistakes from the mic stand side....

class. cant make out wats the deal with inverse function. probably bsc im still stuck in composite. can, finish my homework though. barely.

to top it up, when i get home, my hard drive's officially toasted. n now im using my mom's notebook which she would scream at me for using it later. n now, i may have to change the whole computer since my motherboard only supports PATA drives. its old i know, n i dont think there's anyone selling selling PATA drives these days. so all of u who is still using a PATA drive, backup ur files incase it fails.

n dont go: 'it wont happen to me', seriously, it WILL fail one day, n taking all ur precious data in it with it.

n i really dont have the time nor the budget to build up another rig. save for looking or parts. mayb PC fair in April would help. anyone who wants to go pls tell me.

oh, n my aunt n his boyfriend is here. she's already 32.... n the guy... i dont wanna know... n he smokes! not in front of us but u can smell the tabacco in the air... this is getting more n more screwed by the day...