Appleseed: Ex Machina

watched an anime lately. its 1s installment is Appleseed. u know, the 1 which came out with Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children n Onimusha: Dawn of Dreams? Appleseed???????

ok fine. its a nice anime. so go watch it. these are the links:

Appleseed
part 1
part 2
part 3
part 4
part 5
part 6
part 7
part 8
part 9
part 10
part 11

Appleseed: Ex Machina
part 1
part 2
part 3
part 4
part 5
part 6
part 7
part 8
part 9
part 10

gone

they're gone. those annoying relatives i mean. its merdeka at 2pm this afternoon.

but they'll b here AGAIN in March 8th. or at least tats wat they've said before leaving.

received a FedEX parcel this afternoon. from Texas Instruments, my parts, excepts they're in the wrong packaging. how the hel am i suppose to solder some SMT components which r not even larger than the tip of a pencil? juz my luck. oh, n its non refundable.

n to those who have a bad family, all i've gotta say is tat u've seen nothing yet.

sweet, sweet privacy...

best and worse CNY ever

relatives from KL r a real pain in the neck. last night they played Virtual Cop on my computer n the next morning(this morning) my computer wont even boot. wont go into BIOS, no 'toot' sound, nothing at all! its blank!

fixed tat...

n this year i get to stay home instead of travelling to the middle of nowhere like every other years. tat means i can still mess with my computer n go online(the main point). and i wont have to sit around do nothing like every other years.

again with the relatives. they dont seem to know how to respect ppl's privacy. n now they're in my room hogging over my PS2. n im pretty sure its going to have some damage on it later. hope i dont yell at them cuz tat'll gov my mom an excuse to yell at me back.

another good thing bout this year's CNY is tat those gross relatives finally treat me like a grown-up. no more embaressing pinching or stories bout me when i was a toddler or watever. so, its a great thing to happen.(good luck toi huiyi on tat)

relatives... they broke my bro's racquet. oh, n Kelvin still havent returned my racquet. curse him, dont care if its CNY, juz curse him! bout the racquet they broke, its in half. its a v good racquet, light n has the perfect size. too bad they broke it, my bro's in a bad mood rite now. dunno how long can he hold it.

this blog is so gonna be a bad CNY entry. since the relatives moved in, my bro is sleeping in MY room! not tat i rejected him as a bro(or mayb i would want to), but he snores! n my mom expects me 2 b up at 8am. figures....

n i hate those squealling CNY songs. its killing me even on the 迎春日. so no more pls...

out

Happy CNY

barely able to say the word 'happy'. this is CNY, but everything's juz so wrong. my family had a fight juz before i signed in my pathetic messenger.

everything's juz wrong.

i didnt sleep last night. not at all. n have my mom screaming for me to come downstairs at 8 am. seriously, is this the world we all should b living in? cuz when everybody else looks at the sun, i see eclipse. this is juz not wat i wanted for a life. never.

those cousins from KL came 2day. stuck with them for the next 3 days. well... i'll c wat i can do.

am still sorry lini...

Where'd You Go -Fort Minor

terrible start for a critical year

feeling like crap + cant think straight + idiotic F3s(wat they did during assembly 2day)= hell of a bad start

this is killing me.

guilt was the most problematic issue. i cant do math rite, i cant sleep rite, n i cant even have a meal without thinkin tat i did something terribly wrong!

n to those who've seen the notice i wrote in 4s1 today. yes, i wrote it. still the same. Sorry Lini.

i've gotta do better than tat...

gotta stop pissing everyone off

big big sorry to lini. i didnt know u were telling the truth, i wouldnt labelled u as a liar if i've known better. sorry.

sorry to huiyi for being rude.

sorry to khai yee for yelling.

sorry to jinji for forgeting ur birthday.

sorry to jia yi for leaving u there.

sorry to everyone in my class for being such an asshole.

the thing is, sorry to everyone.

live life to the fullest

tats kinda a slogan for some insurance company or investment group or something. the slogan for the company my mom work for is 'life's great'. so same thing, TYPICAL.

1st announcement, my bad mood's over. replaced by a rather.... eager mood. feel like im supercharged capacitor or particles(which would turn into the 4th state of mater called plasma. i know, dont thank me for being a genius), always wanting something to do n go somewhere. to get myself busy. say, isnt the sukan tara coming?

class. nobody cares bout the new year decoration thing. only a few of the class AJK. not tat i cared anyway. but all the hyperactive mood juz itching me to criticize bout everything. silently grinning n laughing at those tiny mistake they've made during the process. not being arogant or ungrateful, juz tat its all so clear to me n i wonder y didnt they notice them?

everything's settled down in class. no more changes, except for teachers(those who came from USM to teach while they wait for results. wat dya call them in english?). my modern math n chemistry teacher r swapped. the new chem teacher is juz.... frustrating. pronounce ions as 'i on' which too i muffled my laugh. oh, n she got anion as 'onions'. n she's juz trying ever so hardly to sound enthusiastic n interesting, which is y her tone is so funny. u guys should come over n peek.

target for this week:
  1. get to know MOST of the classmates(yes, i barely know a quarter of the ppl in my class, except for the AJKs)
  2. get a book from the library
  3. mingle with the crowds
tat'll pretty much stretch the limits of my free time. i'll be lucky if i can start the 1st n 3rd on the list. dunno, watch me.

n lini, thx for the books. they're good books. especially 'small steps'. i know u're not gonna read this till saturday or so, but still, thanks. n stop feeling sorried for cry it out loud.

listen to the lyrics, not the song.

半情歌 -元若蓝


心跳 -王力宏

better

not entirely, but better.

all thanks to the crazy maths(sry to huiyi for saying tat, but its the truth). u wont get much time to think bout other stuff when ur brainstorming a quesion. so, i get some 'rest' from being blue while doing maths.

so no, im not stressed up when u didnt ring, text or see me. im juz desperately trying to b happy while communicationg with a friend. n admit it, u're jelaous -directed to THE one

oh, n internet's up n running but not messenger. n no system restore, no effect except lost files.

think i'll b mr.sunshine for the next week.... or not