terrible start for a critical year

feeling like crap + cant think straight + idiotic F3s(wat they did during assembly 2day)= hell of a bad start

this is killing me.

guilt was the most problematic issue. i cant do math rite, i cant sleep rite, n i cant even have a meal without thinkin tat i did something terribly wrong!

n to those who've seen the notice i wrote in 4s1 today. yes, i wrote it. still the same. Sorry Lini.

i've gotta do better than tat...