barely able to say the word 'happy'. this is CNY, but everything's juz so wrong. my family had a fight juz before i signed in my pathetic messenger.
everything's juz wrong.
i didnt sleep last night. not at all. n have my mom screaming for me to come downstairs at 8 am. seriously, is this the world we all should b living in? cuz when everybody else looks at the sun, i see eclipse. this is juz not wat i wanted for a life. never.
those cousins from KL came 2day. stuck with them for the next 3 days. well... i'll c wat i can do.
am still sorry lini...
Where'd You Go -Fort Minor
terrible start for a critical year
feeling like crap + cant think straight + idiotic F3s(wat they did during assembly 2day)= hell of a bad start
this is killing me.
guilt was the most problematic issue. i cant do math rite, i cant sleep rite, n i cant even have a meal without thinkin tat i did something terribly wrong!
n to those who've seen the notice i wrote in 4s1 today. yes, i wrote it. still the same. Sorry Lini.
i've gotta do better than tat...
this is killing me.
guilt was the most problematic issue. i cant do math rite, i cant sleep rite, n i cant even have a meal without thinkin tat i did something terribly wrong!
n to those who've seen the notice i wrote in 4s1 today. yes, i wrote it. still the same. Sorry Lini.
i've gotta do better than tat...
gotta stop pissing everyone off
big big sorry to lini. i didnt know u were telling the truth, i wouldnt labelled u as a liar if i've known better. sorry.
sorry to huiyi for being rude.
sorry to khai yee for yelling.
sorry to jinji for forgeting ur birthday.
sorry to jia yi for leaving u there.
sorry to everyone in my class for being such an asshole.
the thing is, sorry to everyone.
sorry to huiyi for being rude.
sorry to khai yee for yelling.
sorry to jinji for forgeting ur birthday.
sorry to jia yi for leaving u there.
sorry to everyone in my class for being such an asshole.
the thing is, sorry to everyone.
live life to the fullest
tats kinda a slogan for some insurance company or investment group or something. the slogan for the company my mom work for is 'life's great'. so same thing, TYPICAL.
1st announcement, my bad mood's over. replaced by a rather.... eager mood. feel like im supercharged capacitor or particles(which would turn into the 4th state of mater called plasma. i know, dont thank me for being a genius), always wanting something to do n go somewhere. to get myself busy. say, isnt the sukan tara coming?
class. nobody cares bout the new year decoration thing. only a few of the class AJK. not tat i cared anyway. but all the hyperactive mood juz itching me to criticize bout everything. silently grinning n laughing at those tiny mistake they've made during the process. not being arogant or ungrateful, juz tat its all so clear to me n i wonder y didnt they notice them?
everything's settled down in class. no more changes, except for teachers(those who came from USM to teach while they wait for results. wat dya call them in english?). my modern math n chemistry teacher r swapped. the new chem teacher is juz.... frustrating. pronounce ions as 'i on' which too i muffled my laugh. oh, n she got anion as 'onions'. n she's juz trying ever so hardly to sound enthusiastic n interesting, which is y her tone is so funny. u guys should come over n peek.
target for this week:
n lini, thx for the books. they're good books. especially 'small steps'. i know u're not gonna read this till saturday or so, but still, thanks. n stop feeling sorried for cry it out loud.
listen to the lyrics, not the song.
半情歌 -元若蓝
心跳 -王力宏
1st announcement, my bad mood's over. replaced by a rather.... eager mood. feel like im supercharged capacitor or particles(which would turn into the 4th state of mater called plasma. i know, dont thank me for being a genius), always wanting something to do n go somewhere. to get myself busy. say, isnt the sukan tara coming?
class. nobody cares bout the new year decoration thing. only a few of the class AJK. not tat i cared anyway. but all the hyperactive mood juz itching me to criticize bout everything. silently grinning n laughing at those tiny mistake they've made during the process. not being arogant or ungrateful, juz tat its all so clear to me n i wonder y didnt they notice them?
everything's settled down in class. no more changes, except for teachers(those who came from USM to teach while they wait for results. wat dya call them in english?). my modern math n chemistry teacher r swapped. the new chem teacher is juz.... frustrating. pronounce ions as 'i on' which too i muffled my laugh. oh, n she got anion as 'onions'. n she's juz trying ever so hardly to sound enthusiastic n interesting, which is y her tone is so funny. u guys should come over n peek.
target for this week:
- get to know MOST of the classmates(yes, i barely know a quarter of the ppl in my class, except for the AJKs)
- get a book from the library
- mingle with the crowds
n lini, thx for the books. they're good books. especially 'small steps'. i know u're not gonna read this till saturday or so, but still, thanks. n stop feeling sorried for cry it out loud.
listen to the lyrics, not the song.
半情歌 -元若蓝
心跳 -王力宏
better
not entirely, but better.
all thanks to the crazy maths(sry to huiyi for saying tat, but its the truth). u wont get much time to think bout other stuff when ur brainstorming a quesion. so, i get some 'rest' from being blue while doing maths.
so no, im not stressed up when u didnt ring, text or see me. im juz desperately trying to b happy while communicationg with a friend. n admit it, u're jelaous -directed to THE one
oh, n internet's up n running but not messenger. n no system restore, no effect except lost files.
think i'll b mr.sunshine for the next week.... or not
all thanks to the crazy maths(sry to huiyi for saying tat, but its the truth). u wont get much time to think bout other stuff when ur brainstorming a quesion. so, i get some 'rest' from being blue while doing maths.
so no, im not stressed up when u didnt ring, text or see me. im juz desperately trying to b happy while communicationg with a friend. n admit it, u're jelaous -directed to THE one
oh, n internet's up n running but not messenger. n no system restore, no effect except lost files.
think i'll b mr.sunshine for the next week.... or not
school
messenger's not working yet. says tat my pc has an invalid IP address. no matter how many times i renew them, it keeps saying the same thing. not gonna care n not gonna go system restore. fix it after i got the school's stuff under control.
ran through the class name list. im in 4S5. thought tat was supposed to b a chinese literature class n i didnt sign up for watever freakin chinese literature! n wth? there r some guys with 8As in commerce! they should b called to office by the phychology teacher.
1 more thing, i DONT know anyone in my class. well, i knew a few actually. but tats not the point. the point is tat it where should i be sitting. i know! dont sit with any1! bah, not my its not my problem anyway. i probably wont b in class much. experience tells me tat i'll b 'wakil'-ing much at the beginning of the year.
ran though revision books this afternoon. add math wasnt tat hard at all. its bio tats got my head blown. n i thought learning kstyle was hard. man, these goes off the charts!
so, where do i get my timetable? or do we get them tmr?
ran through the class name list. im in 4S5. thought tat was supposed to b a chinese literature class n i didnt sign up for watever freakin chinese literature! n wth? there r some guys with 8As in commerce! they should b called to office by the phychology teacher.
1 more thing, i DONT know anyone in my class. well, i knew a few actually. but tats not the point. the point is tat it where should i be sitting. i know! dont sit with any1! bah, not my its not my problem anyway. i probably wont b in class much. experience tells me tat i'll b 'wakil'-ing much at the beginning of the year.
ran though revision books this afternoon. add math wasnt tat hard at all. its bio tats got my head blown. n i thought learning kstyle was hard. man, these goes off the charts!
so, where do i get my timetable? or do we get them tmr?
suspicious
ok, try to read between the lines here. messenger stops working n gives me a long error code no one would understand, registry cleaning program crashes after doing its job, zone alarm terminates itself, firefox crashes at startup n failed in attempt to send a error report, and i have a hunch tat these kinda stuff would keep popping up for the next few days.
get it? still not getting it?
there's something wrong with this computer! tats wat!
n now firefox is having problems loading image.ijjimax.com. so no gunz for me. no messenger, no gunz n a whole lots of annoying events.
seriously, im trying to relive my days of gunz glory here n this computer is juz a drag. after tat i havent played for 3 or 4 months i barely know how to buttterfly anymore. n the guys at my clan fired me for being an asshole. yeah, i screwed up a clan war n dropped our clan ranking + humilliating my clan(i got blown off a cliff).
go on, laugh. things cant get any better than this anyway.
mayb i'll spend more of my time on academics this year. since almost everything this year is subjective, its gonna take a whole of me just to hold my ground.
'wat could possibly go wrong?' -Jimmy from the cartoon 'Fairy Odd Parents'
get it? still not getting it?
there's something wrong with this computer! tats wat!
n now firefox is having problems loading image.ijjimax.com. so no gunz for me. no messenger, no gunz n a whole lots of annoying events.
seriously, im trying to relive my days of gunz glory here n this computer is juz a drag. after tat i havent played for 3 or 4 months i barely know how to buttterfly anymore. n the guys at my clan fired me for being an asshole. yeah, i screwed up a clan war n dropped our clan ranking + humilliating my clan(i got blown off a cliff).
go on, laugh. things cant get any better than this anyway.
mayb i'll spend more of my time on academics this year. since almost everything this year is subjective, its gonna take a whole of me just to hold my ground.
'wat could possibly go wrong?' -Jimmy from the cartoon 'Fairy Odd Parents'
home!
yes, back to sweet o' 1.7GHz. still not able to play gunz cuz there's a problem with the launcher. i think i accidentally deleted its entry in the registry. oh, n my messenger doesnt work too. so dont miss me annoying u guys(directed to huiyi).
did nothing but ate japanese for lunch today. i nvr touch japanese food since this june. they dont taste good for the most part but it was fun to b choked by 'wasabi'. u know the green gooey thing tat gives u a brain freeze n burns ur face. its fun to eat n hillarious to watch. hey, mayb we should have a wasabi eating contest sometime!
just kiddding.
oh, n the school's gonna start next monday. n im still waking up at 8. guess i'll have to rig up an elaborative alarm to keep me on time.
any1 have any ideas wat our classes are?
did nothing but ate japanese for lunch today. i nvr touch japanese food since this june. they dont taste good for the most part but it was fun to b choked by 'wasabi'. u know the green gooey thing tat gives u a brain freeze n burns ur face. its fun to eat n hillarious to watch. hey, mayb we should have a wasabi eating contest sometime!
just kiddding.
oh, n the school's gonna start next monday. n im still waking up at 8. guess i'll have to rig up an elaborative alarm to keep me on time.
any1 have any ideas wat our classes are?
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