after dinner

did nothing today. nothing worth to mark today as memorable. hell, i did nothing today. skipped lunch, slept for the whole afternoon. waking up half an hour ago.

afternoon naps are good. as long as u dont have anything waiting for u. its 20:01, n i still hv piles of homework left undone. graphs for math, add maths undone to do other stuff, biology which i was supposed to finish reading on friday, chinese idioms, BM idioms..... the whole barrage of stuff

disorganised life... am i always like this?

standing in the mid of a crossroad. every path perpendicular to each other. like "The Road Not Taken", but with 2 extra choices and clueless bout which path had i came from.

a journey call life some may say. but the thing is, how do u know when life's coming to an end. do they have pit stops? is it straight? curved? twisted? spiralling? loop-to-loop? or just a tangled maze of oblivion?

even if u got to know how life's like, how do u solve crisis in life? is there a standard way? a rule to follow? formulas? equations? or do u have to do everything simultaneous!?

sometimes, i wonder if i need a driver or some sort to navigate through life, or just tat im incompatible with life around me.

so how's life?

i dont know...