Graduated

straight to the point, graduation is boring. all of us just sit there, waiting for time to pass. and on cue, we sang graduation song(which sucks, we do better during rehearsal), then the 祝福. all to b honest, electronics duty dept members are immune, i say again IMMUNE to these 催泪 songs... lol mainly bsc we're da ones who make ppl cry after each gathering or campfire with these songs. should've seen last year's girl guide gathering.. lol all of them cried while we laugh behind da mixer.

5 years. wow. is it even tat long? it felt like forever. at least this year is a long long long long time. last year's class is da best. 4s5. this year's class got too much veto power holders and idiots who wants everything done his/her way. seriously, way boring class.

thinking back, the only thing i would remember the most from this school is electronics club and the Jitra trip last year. oh, and lotsa confrontations in between. only YOU know what i mean.

one more thing. as usual, i would like to bitch bout f4's work. too much bass, too high for a graduation, they fail to make the majority cry. i think only 1 class HAVE someone crying. which is a total failure. these guys seriously needs to haul ass. they just wont learn and grow up.

too much blabering... now pictures
Kean Li, da monitor

Jing Lun, assistant monitor.
The Phea Wooi, class teacher





 









big ice cream...

the crowd when we... 算账

the last of 5s7. n lol.. we made quite a mess there.. see da popped balloons on da floor?

think tats bout it.. nothing much really. guess for now its just waiting for spm then..

holidays again

seriously, malaysia's got too much holidays for buddha's sake... add the march holidyas, mid year, september, year-end ones and those randoms ones in between.. it must hv totaled up to half a year already. stupid malaysia

but there r some good in holidays too.. i did bad, B.A.D. bad in add maths... to my surprise, i think my chinese is overtaking my add maths... i got so frustrated n on friday i when i wrote the english essay.. all kinds of violent things came out...

when i got home.. poor dummies on AVA felt my wrath... nvr before i shot so many in so little time. its like those scenes in The Incredible Hulk that when he is in rage.. his powers magnifies n kills everyone... i am currently so pro i made in into the AVA hall of fame as the rage sniper LOL. I am so OWNING in sniper only demolition India map.. hmm.. maybe someday i'll record my play n put it on youtube. most hall of fame members do so.

n i really cant study at home... if im infront of the computer, i cant stop myself from clicking here n there. in my bedroom i'll sleep... went to my sis's place n lol, she too is having her exam n normally she'll sleep in the afternoon but i kept harassing her till she study too..

oh.. n my dog gave me a bloddy scratch on my left arm.. my fault totally, i was bored with study n decided to do disturb him, when he is sleeping. WARNING: DO NOT DISTURB DOGS!!! DISTURB DOGS=BAD

lol.. abit not myself these days...

知足 -五月天


怎么去拥有 一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风
天上的星星 笑地上的人
总是不能懂 不能觉得足够

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛

那天你和我 那个山丘 那样的唱着 那一年的歌
那样的回忆 那么足够 足够我天天 都品尝着寂寞

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛



所谓知足常乐,
但当你真的需要时呢?

PC mod

today is PC cleaning day... the day i take out EVERYTHING from my crumby PC casing and cleared all the parts of dust and things that arent supposed to be there(i found a fly today lol).

in the mid of it, i took a look at my casing. i thought of getting a new casing since earlier this year but shrugged it off since it wasnt crucial to anything but looks. but then i saw this guy from NCIX and it really amused me... so i tot i'll buy tat casing since it couldnt cost more than 50 bucks.

ok, back to the mid of cleaning part. so i saw a tray(you know, the double decked ones) lying around, unused. and there it goes...

5 hours later... my PC transformed from this
 to................................................ i'll tell u later

my Asus P5Q SE PLUS... just finished cleaning.. used to b covered with dust

Intel Core 2 Duo E7400. the 8 black blocks, solid state capacitors and MOSFETs are part of the mainboard's 8-phase power supply

the grey thing on top is my old casing... sayonara crumby casing


mainboard with 2 Kingston DDR2-800 2GB RAM... a must for 64-bit computing. i put it in Phase-1 of both channel(the yellow socket of each pair) to improve overclocking performance

5 hours of work... done!

put it on the place where my printer used to b. so now it is to the right of my monitor... which looks really cool i must say...

since it's open aired(no crumby casing boxing it in), temperatures are much lower which translate into more performance. think tats wat mattered... nah, it looks cool!

ok, ok.. i'll bug off...

lately

quieter. the class is hell alot quieter. probably bsc of the trial. its almost year end, and everyone knows(whether they want it ornot) that the big exam is coming. 11 years of education is a preparation for this single test. everyone's future depended on it, hence the tension.

tension snaps under too much pressure. may it be academic, personal, social, or even dicipline teacher(lol). all four doors super glued... im thinking cynoacrylate... 日新中学的学生是勇敢的 much?

had a liking for this song

黄威爾 -爱与不爱


天天一起看海 脱离现实的存在
我们牵手拥抱 填满了空白 很愉快

和你一起计划将来 做你最好的依赖
但未来没有来 打算打不开
沉默暗示你不想等待

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无话可说
有过多少快乐 就有多少痛
都在揪着

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
不要松开我的手
故事走到最后 也许还没最后
不要带走 你的天空

爱情已被现实摔坏 痕迹都留不下来
我们像是小孩 现在才明白
眼泪诉说你想要离开

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无话可说
有过多少快乐 就有多少痛
都在揪着

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
不要松开我的手
故事走到最后 也许还没最后
不要带走 你的天空

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无话可说
有过多少快乐 就有多少痛
都在揪着

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
不要松开我的手
故事走到最后 也许还没最后
不要带走 你的天空

of purple books and graduation

so ppl are passing their purple books to each other asking to have them written. the question is, what is the purple books here for?

to induce the atmosphere of graduation?

so that people will remember each other for the rest of their lives?

someday in the distant future, it'll act like a yellow page when we get into trouble?

or was it for some higher purpose?

perhaps we may never know. after graduation, some may still stick together in search of a common goal(or none at all), some may gone off track and fell into oblivion, some may got a golden opportunity and succeed, the rest of them, we may never know. ah.. all the wonders of fate....

it seems that many things awaits us beyond the gate of graduation(or SPM if its fits better). like a floodgate holding back the water which will eagerly rush towards us as it is released. some will rise to the top, some gets swept away("I rise, you fall" -Optimus Prime). there's no telling that what we will become, even a bigger question is that will we survive.

if we really want to remember each other, dont write in that book. keep the names, the memories of quarreling in our hearts, cause true friendship(those who are in a much SPECIAL relationship may change this term) cant be expressed with words, moreover be stored in hard copy.

its now 2 months? from graduation, a bit over 3 months till SPM, and 4 months till the prom lol. cherish every seconds you have. pull pranks, forgive his/her stupidity, tell him/her the things you have kept to urself because you dont hv the guts to do so, tell him/her that you want him/her forever cause after this, even though you may still hear his/her voice over the phone, you will never get to see his/her reaction to what you want to tell....

all of this because we really are running out of time...

@echo off echo %%random%%

ignore the batch command... this really is a random post

came back from physics. the teacher is teaching PN-junction, which as a member of the JSHS electronics club, i've learnt this in F1. along with alot of things i owe to the club.

exam result is bad, wont go over it

some really good songs i've found:

我以为 -品冠


The World Behind My Wall -Tokio Hotel


Automatic -Tokio Hotel


yes, im starting to like Tokio Hotel

back to reality

was gonna say "back to the future" or watever catchy line tat might fit but "back to reality" seems to fit best. today is sunday, 20th June 2010. meant that tomorrow, monday, 21st June 2010 school would reopen. i know, i know, its suen rong's birthday too.

ok, holiday recap. leadership camp, suen rong, annual camp, pacific, ice station, Team-A, swimming, lots of gaming n didnt touch academics. which i didnt feel the guilt those 5S1 ppl r feeling. srsly, i aint gonna spend my holidays on things im supposed to do on normal days. though i did did some things i should do in holidays during normal days. not much.

am now cooling down. finished MechWarrior 4: Mercenaries which i downloaded at the beginning of the holiday. very interesting robot game actually, lots of complicated buttons. also i finished 下一站,幸福 which i got from xuyan(the chinese orchestra one). last episode this morning. didnt get online much this holiday though, but my bro n my mom pia facebook the whole holiday... cursed faceboook

back to reality meant back to facing results, memorizing facts which most of us wont use in the near future, math that is too complicated for the average malaysian n classroom which is on the 4th floor.

yep, pretty much so. gonna update my graphics driver and get a decent download manager to replace xunlei... see you all at school tommorow

its been a while

back from exam, back from leadership camp. btw, leadership camp sucks. everything's rushed n probably pieced together at the very end. noticable lack of planning is wat i would comment.

but to me, the whole camp isnt bout the duty. it bout getting together with a coupla of friends n hv fun. though junlin got into a heck of a mess... the DMX which he "人头担保".... it would be funny if u look at this from a 3rd person view. he promised with so much confidence on monday, then on tuesday the DMX strobe is blown, then on wednesday he dropped the DMX console.... told ya u shouldnt borrow the thing...

lots of interesting momments though... especially when one of the camp committee came to take a look at my rig n said "wei, 你看,那个 processor 大个咯!" me , yinjou and junlin laughed till our stomach ache...

one more thing, rong's presence is probably the highlight of the whole event. too bad i had to bring yifeng n junlin out to borrow the DMX(which i proposed not to borrow but junlin insisted on borowing n in the end broke it). missed most of the whole gathering part. came back to find bunch of pictures n videos in my camera -_-"...

planning for an outing... the main star being rong who came back from NUS... anyone care to join?

我難過