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today was... empty. dont really now wat am i doing. i even got lost at school and asked myself: "where am i at?"

teacher's day. got the f3s to duty bsc i knew i would screw everything up in this state. lied to junlin saying tat its time for them to try. hell, i had to clean up their mess. they certainly wasnt good enough.

perhaps its just me, but life seems to b slowing down again. and i hated it whenever tat happens... besides, the heat is just making everything worse

gonna play RA3, or just watch some hong kong movie...

开不了口 -周杰伦

of these few days

quite light. i mean really light. i only brought my file and clothes.

marks... im always dragging behind. eat dust some may say. i just cant seem to understand anything. even if i finally do, i'll forget in 5 minutes. a RAM person. conclusion, i didnt get the marks im supposed to get. but still, most of them are higher than my expectation...

media week meeting. unproductive waste of time. me n ke shin just sit there like idiots cuz we dont have anything to do. n tat idiot just have to go: "卉义提议贻莨复议." childish.

duty department. the place just cant b neat and tidy for more than a few days. those cmt just love to make a mess and ignores it.

class. nothing much. finished Six Sacred Stones in 4 days while liang hao still not over half of Eldest. no idea how long has it been he since he started. and guihua ALMOST cried after taking physics result and vi's still the freaky her, only a bit more matured but lost more frequently in verbal battles... no offence

home. my bro is begining to become more 叛逆. knew this is coming. as do all broken families. my mom and grandparents arent much nicey nice. she complained bout grandma behind her back... guess tats just 媳妇关系.

families outside home. ok, so i actually have 2 step sis. kelly i knew since standard 2 and karmun i also knew since we were young but reunited last year during the Penang 4x4 trip to thai. both of them F3. but i am closer to kelly(ok, so i'll use names instead of stepsis from now on), and am quite worried bout her studies. karmun im not worried since she's always straight A. unless she's lazy again...

me. not much. just hoping to b able to go swimming since its so damm hot these days...

signing off

not in the caring week AJK list,,,,

ok, im not, not my problem. still have lots of stuff to keep me busy anyway. media week, training camp, books, chasing never ending studies.... lots and lots of them.

so why bother?

n im so gonna fail my chinese...

training camp

again, these are some of the pictures...

gibberish

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told u so...

back and tired

back. from school, then jusco. my aunt dragged me to go watch monsters vs aliens... and then had pizza.

im not gonna to rant bout all the screw ups(we dont screw up, they do). just tat they are real inconsiderate.

link removed, wat else?

another camp

another camp, another campfire just gone past. at least this time, everything goes smoothly. i even had time to take a nap on the mixer.

these leaders(excluding girl duide and PBSM) are all idiots, not to mention inconsiderate. they think they just have to blab a few words and spotlights would miraculously light up their camp sites.... pathetic. most of them requested for spotlight on wednesday, which means we have to finish all of them in less than 10 hours.

it wouldnt b a problem back in the old days. we would have finished everything in 3 hours and go play basketball. this year? 3 F3s came plus NONE F2. took a whole morning to do girl guide's, and its not even finished. we got them finished at 9.15.... and walked quite some distance to dinner at 9.30...

thx,. ur text came just in time..

after dinner, spent more hours checking and tying up loose ends left by F3s... slept at 3am, on 3 canteen bench arranged side by side...

the 2nd day was less tiring, spent almost the whole day reading a book i bought after watching terminator at SCM. gone through half.

and now here i am, 1.30am. sitting at upper concourse typing this...

great...

why am i so affraid of missing you?

more songs

Better Man -Robbie Williams


Poker Face(Acoustics) -Lady GaGa


I'm Still Here -John Rzenik



why am i lost, when the map is in front of me?